When there was me and you....

It was a lovely night tonight.. you could only heard rain drops from the sky and happy families having their dinner together.. I was sitting on a lazy chair right outside my very own balcony staring at the beautiful sky raining.. I on my radio player, coincidentally it was playing the song -- Kiss Goodbye by LEE HOM.. it was my favourite song.. This song reminds me of you, from time to time i listen to it.. Now I''m wondering what are you doing, have you eaten your dinner, do you have a fun day but all this came too late..

I stand up and offed my radio.. I walked towards my brand new white acoustic piano in my room.. i sat down.. and open the cover of the piano.. then i started playing my favourite song by the Theme of Ordinary People ---- Canon In D .. It was a lovely song to hear and to play.. This night i played the song gracefully.. very smooth.. very sweet.. larghetto-ly.. after once playing it i repeated it again.. the more i go on playing the song it became more sorrow.. more heavy chords.. the more i go on.. the more image of you appearing from my mind.. For once.. I miss you so much.. wish that you will at least send me a missed call nor a short msg.. but.. there is nothing ringing in my room.. i spam my chords on my piano.. i got fad up thinking of you and you have all the laughter i ever wanted.. i skip the song and persuade to the next book..

I found the score Audrey gave me.. it was Dearest by Ayumi Hamasaki.. I played specially at the chorus part very fast and very loud.. I can't really play as good as Audrey in this time.. but i was shock when i finished the song none stop but not only that.. i also found out i didn't even miss a note..

Soon after i finish playing this song.. my phone rang.. i was so happy.. though it was you i ran towards the side table next to my bed.. i took my phone and answer the call.. unfortunately.. it wasn't you.. the person who is calling is my so called 'boy friend' now.. How i wish the person who is so concern bout me it's you..

In fact I'm a person who needs care.. I use to assume that the person i like will take good care of me.. but it's all wrong.. now that I'm awake.. i know that i can't be like this anymore..

It's funny when you find your self looking from the outside I'm standing here but all i want is to be over there why did i let my self believe miracle could happen cos now i have to pretend that i don't really care i though you were my fairy tale my dream when i not sleeping a wish upon a star that's coming true when there was me and you i swore i knew the melody that i heard you singing and when you smiled you made me feel that i could sing along but then you went and changed the words now my heart is empty I'm only left with used to be and once upon a song now i know you're not a fairy tale and dreams are meant for sleeping and wishes on a star just don't come true because i like the view when there is me and you i can't believe that i could be so blind it's like you were floating while i was falling and i didn't mind i though you felt it too when there was me and you