back to the past

well i don't wanna go back to the past but everytime i saw him i will feel regret and want to get back with him but i sacred that my feelings now is b-l-u-r >.< err.. i'm trying to give up.. Kian argh!! i already say it like last few months but no action is taken.. but this time i am taking action..! it has been 41 hours 7 minutes and a few second (and still counting) i haved S-T-O-P talking to him XD i have make a record! =.='' thats all for now.. hmm lol look she is still playing.. nvm i didn't say wanna ciaoz also.. hmm.. how long more ar?