Still.. you did not answer

> START 10:30PM <
how can one loves another when one dislike most about that person's character?

While hiding under my blanket last night. My surrounding is dark. Suddently something shine~ It lighten up my room. I heal out my head and took a pick.. That light is from a black colour object It's blinking brightly.. A object that is very important to me. I rub my eyes gently.. Ah~! It was my cell phone xD

So sick of listen to what the elders say

L.G LCD flat screen television with surrounded sound sistem is on.. Playing korean ballad songs. Even though I don't understand what they say.. But by listening to it you can actually feel the meaning of each songs.

''Because her brain is empty thats why she needs me to help her fill it up. Now please excuse us we have important things to do.''

Quited my job today. Last minute notice. There is no more working togerther you know.. Everyone is like spread everywhere. Get moddy very fast. I start to miss Leonid. Aiks~

I have lose all my feelings.

It has been a long time since I'm together with a guy. After Andrew? After Daniel? Even if I'm with them I'm not in my true heart. Andrew is fooling around so am I. Daniel flirts so I do too. I intense to be afraid of holding a guy's hand... Being hugged by someone... Those feelings are frozen.. They need to be warmed up again.

Gain it back!

I think if I'm together with a guy. He must be stronger than me. Cause I'll always manja.. a-l-w-a-y-s and also merajuk / lao gai.. I don't know what it call in english but yeah.. My boy friend have to spoilt me or correct me xD wo bu zhi dao . . . This habit came because of my god father. He spoilted his adopted grandaughter with his wealthy. In the opposite if my he do manja too then okayy but not so often xP I will think that he's weak.. He must also know when and what things to encourage me to do and what not to do. omg~ judge a person like that. Even my cousins also said I'm being a little childish, naive and spoilted ady. It's like another me. After work got driver fetch me back home, The amount of a month's allowence can pop your eyes out. Basically he is the one who disagree me for continue working. After knowing that I got hurt very badly 2 years ago now he is putting a very high hope that I'll have a lover soon. Haihz. Staying at grandfa's house it's the coolest thing in the world!! I can have anything and everything I want. That is not a good thing.

Don't even dare to think.

Imagine if I'm back in school become xiu jie ady. OMG Pn Fari will kill me for being so soft. T.T

1:42AM
> lexis <
wasbusywithothersstuffsoittookmequitesometime
FYI : I'malittledrunkwhilewritingthispost.

PEACE DUDE!!

more pictures

My legs were dying after 5hours of skating.. ++ I wore heels somemore ..
So~ I just took out my heels and walk xD it was after 10pm


=D

It's always food and food and more food~!

Eugene enjoying his meal.. thats my younger bro.

Ask me what he is...

He is a monster..!

Eugene caught in action

xD

24th Dec 08

Lifeless people on christmas eve

Mahjoong-ing with Doreamon

Not that lifeless lo...

Chivas + coke

wet wet water

And then I got childish.........

and lame

haha~ swt............

12:23AM

> lexis <

Family always comes first

23rd Dec 2008
I had cream puffs for breakfast xD before having Wendy's. yummy yummy cream puff~

uh huh.. the girl and I. Mua the older one today.. =.=

Then we went Karaoke~! RedBox.

The path to future~

In the room. Nice graphic.

Caught in action! wuahahaha~

En & I met up with Eugene kor first so he seems to be v-e-r-y hungry xD so we went Gasoline. Before that we were viewing the Sunway Pyramid map thinking where to have our dinner for quite sometime. Hahaha

Gasoline~! Majority youngters like me likes to go there.

The entrance.

It's Frosty the snow man not ghost okayy.

Our table before we leave.

''Why no fillet one?''

xD >inside joke<

When Amy, Wen & Lun arrive they didn't know what to eat in Gasoline so we went to the restorent I work in another brunch. Lolx xP.

Sushi Groove.

--> Lun : eih I eat first!

--> Amy : I know you hungry but me too okayy. Faster!

--> Eugene : yum yummy~

>Created dialog<

Eugene in action!

Eating the dragon's head. NOOooo~!

He loves Unagi roll. xD

Spot us?

Eugene got a meeting to catch so he leave first.

We wrote comments to the manager.. Bad bad comments. wuahahaha

Memang their service is no no good~

Then cam woring at the entrance of the restorent.

Aiks Lun didn't want to take photo with us . . .

But the pro camera lady have took a good view of him xD

The centre court after we walk out of Sushi Groove.

En -> Amy -> Min

Sa~ rang~ hae~ yo~

Lun -> En -> Wen -> Min

Too dangerous to let a stranger take hold of our phone

so every group pic will less of one person

We meet up with Eugene again and went to yam cha

While we are paying the entrance ticket of S.P

Lun got emo-ed and tried to ......

OMG!! He jumped!!

Because Eugene can slide down the stair case but he can't

ha ha ha

See..? Got the picture..? xD

Wondering around S.P in the car didn't know where to go

at last we choose Asia Cafe

& so the end of our adventures day.. It's 1am++ in the morning that time.

21st Dec 2008

This is groovy punch and.. agent orange I think. Haha

Decorated by Sanusi

Groove went out of current because manager terpress the wrong switch xD

cool huh~!

Customer order take away. So Irawan and I drawed somethings on the boxes

xD

I wonder what is the customer's reaction when she see this

Our famous Lion King roll and salmon Sunshine Roll.

Flying Fish & I love Unagi Roll

Tang Yuen Festival!!

Those small ones is I do.

The one big one is Amy's creation, got red bean inside.

Makan besar in Mantin again =D

Yup yup it's me the big eater

Kenny kor didn't know where to start xD

Yip yip~ I still got lots of photo to up load

7:03PM

> lexis <

saying~

I'M NOT AS WEAK AS YOU THOUGHT

the light of one's true heart

white Christmas?

I stopped my work for 4 days. Eugene will be arriving in Sunway Hotel & Resort tomorrow around 2pm.

Their hands are getting more and more itchy. My madness is increasing. I dislikes are everything they do. I'm getting fad up with them. I do like to work there. But the people there. Are just too much. Team work has gone. To the very end of the rainbow.

Your birthday. I don't know how. Because the place, the people, your attitude and behavior. It just make me sick sometimes. I know I should attend.

I met a guy on msn. Call Davis. He is from my school but I've never met him. At 1st we didn't really liked each other. Because we both doesn't answer the questions we ask each other. Things becoming more and more interesting the second time we chat. Chatted heart-to-heart. Sharing our story telling how hard is it to gain attention from another side. Wishing how nice my guy was like you. Hoping how wonderful it will be if my girl acts like you. We both have sad stories. Bad endings. We actually linked to each other. It's funny though. Slowly we became good friends. =) '' our heart is sealed up waiting for a very special person to unlock it again''

A guy got my number. He is known as CD last time in Groove. He viewed the employee detail and got my number from there. Obviously he message me. Asking to be friends. He visited me today during working time. Excuse to see E-Joy. He is a USBM. means? U.S Born Malay. We didn't work out well because I was lazy to care of everything today.

The tea guy said hi that day at Mid Valley. My sister say he might be a prevert. So I took it as an advice.

Christmast is this thursday. Why am I not happy about it? No surprise? No special christmast present? Or it's because I don't own you?

2:03AM
> lexis <
complicated

it's snowing

December said ''hi''
Toys in the shop are saying ''bring me home''

I'm gonna have W980i for my Christmas present.
It's ain't no surprise anymore.

I shouldn't have lied.

But I have to lie to get my self out from there.

Singapore / ice skating
Work / have fun
eugene / max
friends / newbies?

life sucks now.

I'm bored because

I'm lazy to cheer my self up.

To find something to not get bored.

I have no idea what am I talking about.

I don't know why I posted 'My Words'

It was suppose to be a secret.

Life in Ara Damansara

&

SS2

&

Mid Valley

just mess me up.

Eugene :

kuai kuai lai la

wo hen men ah

3:58PM

> lexis <

lollipop is not for me.

no one is home?
2:49PM
> lexis <
picofus

actually it doesn't really matter

It looks like my fault.
But is it really mine? LoL

Err.. I'm in a saloon now. In Up Town. Called Elements.
=.=

Just got emo for a while. don't know why. I think it's the saloon's guy's fault.. xD
My hair . . . . short short.... very S.H.O.R.T har har har~

Anyway I skip my work. OhMyCOW. Who wants a worker to be so lazy. hard to find job loo~
LoL! My moo~~ why mii talking wo bu zhi dao. Err...

I wanna go Little Genting. & I just found out one of my friend went. & I didn't know. I mean. Not like it's suppose to tell me. But.... -.- Maybe it forgotten or it don't remember.

Wait isn't forgotten and don't remember the same meaning. WTH.

Argh. I'm sOoOo in deep shit now. WTH. Haihz.

Min min what happen to youuuuu~!

I'm going crazy in my hair style.

Oh oh oh!! You know what! I got a guy's number!!! Hahaha~! LoLx. Yeah~ he works down there just down there. While looking at perfumes.. Estee Lauder. erm..... I think I'm outta my mind...

thatssoright
12:45PM
> lexis <
ishouldbeworking

More than usual words

That night you sent me a short message. Since then I took my bed for days.

So weak to move to anywhere. Only want to once again listen to your voice.

But I finally recoiled. I wept for a long time. Till I could bear no more tears.

Everytime I realized I could never see you again. That made my heart hurt.

I moped my time away like this. Until one day. I tumble upon my self in the mirror.

Who would love a dowdy girl like this. Yes I want my self to be cool and brave.

To be sharp and pretty

ShinEe

KOREA S.M. ENTERTAINMENT PRESENT~

ShinEe

1st Album.
Amigo.
~amigo
~forever or never
~love like oxygen
~love should go on
~romantic
~love's way
~one for me
~graze
~last girft / in my room
~best place
~y si fuera ella
~four seasons
~the shinee world

2:30AM
> lexis <

KTM - 1st time xp


To Mid Valley

The Gardens

You left me with the stars

I'm so odd around them

I met them.. 4 of them.

Their're from some singing competition at Mid Valley.

In the lift they said hi~ then the door close. It opened again they walked in.

Didn't recognise till we pass by the competition.

One of them waving at us fromt he stage then we wave back. LoL

Sat down hear him sing one of d Jay Chou latest song then ciao to

Wild Child

His hair was cool. Saw it while he stand next to me in the lift.

Can you differenciate which is the mirror's reflection?

Just bang the damn coke!

While I was standing at the edge.. A guy on my right hand side standed quitew far away from me smoking. Well thank him but.. he thought I wanna jump down though. Hello~! Wanna die also go as high as One World Hotel la deng.

It's Cik How's birthday. 16th Dec. Manager gave me $$ so Tia & I brought a slice of cake from Secret Recipe. He sent me a msg after that while manager was viewing my phone. So the ''gossip'' start. What a wrong timing he sent. LoL

2:24AM

> lexis <

ihaveimportantthingstosay