how i hope this decision will pull us nearer.. -.-
Dining table
Min : how are ya? heard you fell sick..
Jul : oh.. i'm fine = ) soon we are going together back to Switz.. wanna come?
Min : then why did you need Sean and Luke back there? no thanks you knew i'm having all kinds of exams this few months..
Jul : oh cause i miss them? excuses..
Min : what?!!
Jul : yeah.. why not?
Min : are you crazy?? and you leave them till this week?then why did you came back with them?
Jul : check out some stuff here.. like you = ) i can guess that Sean likes you but i wont't ever give up!! = )
Min : ... i have rejected him so you will have your chance..
Jul : no i don't want it easily.. = ) no revenge.. not challenging at all.. = )
Min : challenge? revenge?
Jul : you are the cause why Cedric is gone!! you are the reason why he drive to Penang.. you are the reason!! it's your fault!!
Min : ... i can't say it's not my fault but.. it's still a accident.....
Jul : cause of you!! if not of you Dric won't cross the damn road.. cause of you....
Min : yes!! is cause of me it's all my fault so what.. even i regreted but i can't change the past.. now you want revenge??!! due to Sean??!! use him to hurt me??!! i'm so sorry i have spoilt your plan..it wouldn't work!!
Jul : i have secrets on hand heard you having some feelings in school.. = ) I'll show you whats revenge..!!!
Min : don't you even dare!!
Jul : you might not know = )
Min : (bitch) *kept it in my heart i don't want to hurt you..*
Pat : hey what are your'll talking about?? so secretive?
Jul : oh.. Min and I having some dicussion on Sean and Luke's up coming b'day party.. = )
Pat : but.. won't Min be...
Min : it's okay = ) ... we can't just don't celebrate the guys b'day because of Cedric.. = )
Jul : = ) of cause..
Pat : oh.. okay.. is there anything i can help?
Jul : it's okay i ady have a plan = ) we are doing a next to a pool party in Sean's house = )
Min : *you knew i can't swim...*
Pat : but.. Min
Jul : oh she don't mind.. don't you.. = )
Min : yeah.......
Pat : okay that great = )
In the garden
Sean : so what your girls talking bout in the hall? someone rise her voice i think..
Min : oh nothing much.. = ) we three girls have a fun time chatting.. = ) *very fake smile*
Sean : oh.. so are you moving with your family?
Min : i have to but i'll just be in home at night and weekends cause i have no transport after school..
Sean : i can drive = )
Min : it's okay you have to keep up in your studies so do i..
Sean : okay..
Sean : can i asked a question..?
Min : = ) go a head.......*oh nooooooo.....*
Sean : still... can't accept me..?
Min : you know.. i'm having a hard time..and *he break my words*
Sean : i understand.. I'll just stay by your side..remember I'll be there 24/7 just for you = )
Min : thanks alot = )
Sean : need help in studies?
Min : it's okay.. i just need to walk over next door to look for you if there's a question right.. = )
Sean : yeah = ) hopefully next month you will be in the house.. = )
Min : = ) *a very sour.. i didn't want to leave where m i now...*
After the whole thing i cried.. and cried.. that night i looked for my brother to chatt with but i fell as sleep half way the conversation.. crying eyes can fell as slepp easily kor.. sorry..haihz.. Jul.. what can i do??? i'm tired with the feeling to the ppl school.. my best friend are having some problem with me.. i'm leaving all my brother.. aiyoooo.. i get fad up with all my music teachers.. even my parents.. they are pressuring me..i'm ady practising my music every day at least 1 and a half hour.. and your'll want more.. damn.. teach me!!! teach me how, what should i do to make all of your'll sactifice??!!!! too tired to continue.. but it's my life.. i can't give up... due to my friends, my brothers..(K) i'm giving up on him.. i don want to make the 1st move anymore... (A) whateva you want to say i don't give a damn anymore.. you want to believe don't want also nvm.. i don't care anymore.. ... it's hard o live a simple life...
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