things come by and it go.. haha

There goes our friendship just because of a guy..again

This morning.. me and someone had just un-misunderstand each other.. then everything was fine as usuall.. just until tuition time..

Haih as I was saying everything went down the drain after I read her hp msg..
1st of all.. during Kapas camp I SORT OF have a MINOR crush on this ‘new guy’ we newly know in camp.. well during the camp we ---- 3 of us kinda like buddy buddy.. so like i say.. I SORT OF have a MINOR crush on him.. on my point of view Xue didn’t really tell me how she feel bout the ‘new guy’ but I my self told her almost everything.. now I know that is kinda foolish when I’m telling her everything and she is not.. it’s like she doesn’t want anybody to know bout her.. to tell you honestly, I don’t like that..

Today 25th Jun 07
I read her msg.. *perposely* cause she is not telling me anything.. then I didn’t know that the whole msg area is full of his msg and I didn’t realise how close are they until I read the 1st few msg.. -.- that time I was like --- o-k-a-y.. that’s.. a.. little.. shockenning.. after that Rynn helped her, Rynn took my hp and started msg-ing Jian.. -.- at first I didn’t give a damn after that when I read further into Xue’s msg-es I got a little pist off.. then Rynn tell me that she is actually just msg-ing some nonsense to Jian.. why am I so worried.. *things and things..* so after that I beh tahan I took Xue’s hp into the shore room *so called the toilet >.< don’t worry your hp is clean 100%* haih.. I got no idea that they went so far ady and I didn’t know that she will not tell me..
Worse thing is.. the ‘new guy’.. he.. haih don’t know how to say.. he call me to tell everything to him and not tell what I have tell him to Xue.. so I say okay I tell *to let him understand my situation and he will tell me his situation..* oh well ended up I’m the only one telling him mine and he say he is too ‘fan’ to say it now.. but things as well ended up.. they talking happily and I’m the one who don’t know anything.. come on man..

I'm not angry of you cause you talked to him so much it's you i'm angry with.. didn't you realise that you didn't tell me anything bout your'll when i' talking bout him??? =.= you appologised *i forgive and..forget haha but i didn't tell her.. >.<* and say you won't talk to him anymore just bacause you don't want to lose this friendship.. in another hand you are losing his friendship also wert..=.= i don't mind your'll talking.. just at least let me know that your'll are that close and you are talking to him.. i would be happy if your'll are together too.. haha *i can guess that he is liking you dude Ahahahahahahahaha YOU ARE DEAD!!* well things come by nicely at least she appologise with not i'm planning to live my life and there goes our friendship but.. i realise that i can't be my self without her so does she.. and i can't always run away from problems like this.. no point right.. so haha conclusion we are done!!! ahahahahahahahaha... =.= someone is insane....... look who's talking...