olden days with Niv

Sometimes if you love or like one person

It doesn't mean that you must have him/her by your side all the time

Nor be with him/her..

Just let it be natural like how close you'll are..

I was reading my post from year 2007.. June 25 was it..? Then he came in msn.. Then wrote.. Who going accounts tuition later.. I've no idea.. To go or not.. Haihz..

The more I think of the dreams I had.. The more I try to recall those days.. The more heavy my heart gets.. OMG~ I don't want leh.. I don't want to start this complicated relationship all over again..

Ee Min is getting more and more EMOTIONAL~!

Plus.. it has been 2 years and a half.. It's not like the olden days anymore.. Everyone changes.. I believe he do have a person her likes now already..

I'm trying very hard to not make the first move. I'm trying my best to think that he is t~a~k~e~n~~ I'M TRYIN................ BUT IT'S F**KIN HARD!!!

I didn't went down for recess today.. Thx for the f**kin Pn.Lee L.C .. call her go play layang-layang okay! mcb~ Anyway... so I didn't went for recess.. So didn't saw him.. After school pun sama.. I meand.. I didn't see him for the whole day..

Ooh~ I'm in deep deep shit.. deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeeeeep sshhhiiiiiittttttt

6:14pm

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