Thursday, October 1, 2009

Cruelity

*~ hurted? ~*


Tired..
Wanna cry..
Want to get lost..
Changing things to be better..


Hating complications..
Hating communication lacked..
Disliking people..


Finding it's hard to breathe..
Disappointed in myself..
Having some things to solve


Because get hurt ady.. thats why feel like crying..
Because I had enough ady, thats why wanna stop..
Because of fad up, that's why speak out..
Because of L.O.A people that's why hating them..
Because of so all these, I find it harder to breathe..
Because of me, I'm hating my self..
Because there is so much things, that's I need to solve it


Scolding everyone that approach me
Showing black faces to people who look at me
Cursed some people who asked what happen
Shouted at some people who stand in my way


== I hate all these.. All these coming.. or came already
I hope there will be someone who will automatically lighten up my mood later..
I'm going DJ to have my piano class @ 5pm.. Because yesterday postpone it, to attend Angie's birthday party. 


Reached home after school, straight away took some cloths out from my wardrobe and match
At last, I choose the one on the right.


Angie & Pei Wen's party theme is Black & White



Mom came home and took me out for lunch

Dad came home to drop Brian then fetch me to McD ss2
Bout 5:30pm

Waited for Jason @ 100yen

While waiting I talked to the shop keeper, and drank that green tea thingy.. 
I thought it was sweet. But it turn out to be like water. Normal green tea.

Finally reached Lee Yuee's condo @ Seksyen 14
Bout 7pm+

Invited Jason
Thanks for holding my phone when I'm in the pool

After swimming, changed
Hwei Wen

Birthday Girl
Angie

Pool Party
6:30pm-10pm
Cleaning up



It was over-ally fun.. But because I didn't know Pp they're going to play water, so I called Mom and she brought me my swim suits. 


It was 8:30pm when Mom arrived, we played, thrown humans into the pool.. Oh ya. Thanks to Jason again for borrowing me his long selves shirt. and also for fetching me there and back... I felt like..... ==


And thank god Mom is smart enough to not bring my bikini.. lols


gtg
5:02pm
xoxo
> Ee Min <


note : it's totally a friend-to-friend outing.


*~ forgive me ~*


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