Top Secret 

*~ I've Always Wanted You ~*

Sunday 1st Nov 2009 

1st thing 1st!

17 & a half day more to SPM. I swear, for this few more days, I'm gonna lock myslef up in my room and study. Cause just now got somebody made a deal with me. Hahaha! ssshhhhh.

Woke up about 7am this morning, brushed my teeth, got so bored because there isn't breakfast on the table. I did something really crazy. Because I was blurring, all thanks to another sweet dream. No, not in the sarcastic way! It's really sweet, I'm with him and we were in his car heading to somewhere for lunch. We chat like there is no barrier between us, we talked freely, and happily. How I wish that dream were to come true one day. =/

Okay, so what was the crazy thing I did? I was in my shorts, and a baby t-shirt sitting in the garden with my leg are close to my chest, and my hands are hugging my legs, like totally emo type. After a few minutes, I.... sat down next to the pool, soothing my legs in the water. And then... I just dumped my self in. THE POOL!! Oh God.. I was conscious that time! I know what was I doing. And still?! I just did it. I hold my breathe under water for some time, slowly letting oxygen go.

Felt like it's so damn long now, till my brain fighting with my legs saying I'm such a dumb person, I jumped up to the surface. OMG! It's really scary, shocking, and crazy.. but fun ^^ Hello? I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SWIM. Alright? So no joke man, my parents are in their room that hour, my brothers? Still sleeping of course.After that I just let my body float on the surface.. Sun bathed for a while. Go under water again.. then walked up to my room, leaving wet foot prints behind me. =/ Took a hot shower bathe, packed, leave home about 8:30am plus.

Spented about 45minutes at Nilai Memorial Park, obviously I stupidly cried. LoL. After reaching Mantin, we went to the stall we always went to have our favorite breakfast & kopi bing. ^^ Unload the car, packed, prayed at home, then we went the church. It has been quite some years I didn't pay respect to my christian ancestors already. I can't really remember since when.. hmmm. Nvm. Lighting candles, burning my fingers, getting more and more wax on my hand, sun bathing~ etc. Went back home, chilled, play mahjoong, have lunch, mahjoong continues then Mom & Dad packed and leave to Genting. It seem that Dad have booked a room again. =.=  Yeah, they two really need to have some time together. But........ I don't hope to have another little devil in the house *sweats*

End up, Bryan, Marcus & I got to go back PJ with Amy and her Mom. From 4pm waited till 7pm. -.- How tiring can that be huh? Reached PJ safely around 9pm, they brought us to SS2, Wei Sek Kai to have dinner, after that I went home to get ready to go yamcha with my bunch of cousins again. Ever since Dragon have his snake-growing-on-body thingy, we talked less, and meet less. So now is the time to get along again ^^

Went home, bathe, change, then went over to Amy's house. Dragon & Amy plus her father was scrubbing the floor that time. Uncle's old car black oil is licking. Dragon really enjoy scrubbing the oily floor, maybe he'll pass thru interview for Cinderella's character next season. Hahaha

Thanks to you two, now the floor is sparkling, shining and it reflects too  xD

It 11pm already~ no patience waiting for Amy to change her cloths =.=

We went over to Murni ^^

Man : Minum apa?

Me : Hmm.. beside yang honeydew special dan watermelon special.. ada apa lagi yang special?

Man : Err.. you mau apa? Cuba I Love You lah!

Me, Evonne, Amy, Dragon : HUH?

Me : Haha! Itu consists of apa? O.O

Man : Ada lah! Apa macam macam pun ada, Semua mix.

Me : SEMUA mix???

Man : Ada 7up, pepsi, sprite ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ etc

Me : Ooohh.. eer....

Dragon : Jing gan lei you shiong chi soh lei zhao ji~!

Me : Hahaha. selain itu?

Man : I Miss You!

Me, E, A, D : HAA??

Me :  Tak pe la. Tak pe. Kasih yang jus special aje.

Man : Jus ada, mango, honeydew, watermelon, ribena,~

Me : Ah! Kasih ribena special! Dah~ boleh!

Man : Ah. OK. Makan?

Me : Err.. itu apa.. uhm!!

D : Pasta?

Me :  Ya! Itu spagetti ada apa?

Man : Ada bologiese, ada carbonara, ada special

Me : Ah! Special ada apa?

Man : Ada sotong, ikan, bologiese lah..!

Me : Ah? Er. okay lah! Mau yang tu!

Man : OK spagetti special, ribena special. You?

D : Lou Su Fun yang claypot tu, satu. Sirup ice!

Stuck the whole bottle of Ribena Special down my tummy just now.. tummy sing ku le =(

Nah! See! This is Bologiese Special. Pedas dao yao si!! 

Got chili padi. Eat until half way then I dead already. 

4 big prawns,which I can't eat.

1 scallop.

1 piece of fish, burned already one.

2 huge sotong, inside got fried sotong. 

Beside the sotong and the spagetti, other not nice xP

Guess how much does it cost. 

Dragon become kind already. It freaks me out. Sometimes. Haha. He see until I wanna die cannot die like that then he change with me ^^ 1st I thought he wanna try and take bite only. But he started eating like it's some mihoon soup. -.- So kind to exchange food with me. Plus, I like this dish very much too, just wanna try something new. =[ too naughty become like that d. Haha.xP And because it's pricy, he paid my bill too. uh.. huh.... he must have did something wrong thats why so good to me nowadays. Haaa! GG ady! I go gorek! See what you've done! Haha

Hehe. All Heroes also got weak point one. Too spicy, too much for Dragon already. Scared he hurt his tummy later, so stop eating. Haha. Stubbing the piece of bakar fish. xD

I eat until clean clean ne ^^ But are at Wei Sek Kai already then eat again. Really growing side ways already. Hmm.. since gonna stress with books right. Then I should stress with food also! ^^

Dragon xiang ta leh.. Haha.

Cool,

Quiet,

Playful,

Cheeky,

Obediant,

Responsible,

Hard working,

Smart,

Kind,

Gentlement, at times!

Haha blekk!

Like a crystal ball. Look stable, but actually it's very fragile. =/

I remember last time when we were young, our parents place us at Amy's house before they go working. Thats why him & I grow up together, get burned by hot water together, ate cookies together, play water together, go kinder garden together, most paiseh is when all others babies are asleep we running up and down playing catching, AND! gummy rings! We use to love to eat those. Haha. We play masak-masak, you ruined my barbie doll, i destroyed your trucks and robots, haha it's really memorable =D

Mom & Dad is coming back later with breakfast, so I'm not going to school, no transport though. ^^

xoxo

Ee Min

note :  he is my dearest cousin of all male cousin, you 2 guys have many similarity. =]

lovesssss you both~ muackszz!

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