Friday, November 6, 2009

God 
Must Have Spent 
A Little More Time 
On You


*~ because you're just the one for me ~*



Attention this post, these colour, words are personally to A PERSON.
So please don't be perasan.
Phrase with this (*) then only is stated to whom.
No offence to anyone.
Is all my thinking.
And I am NOT looking for trouble.
I've the permission from that PERSON already.
Please don't create unwanted problems.

Every phrase is wrote after receiving the next messages.

**************thoughts starts*************

Till the end, we'll found out even though we're angel, we'll still be mistaken as demons. So should we stay angelic? When everyone is accusing you?







Because I believe in myself, and I don't want people or things they bring up to change me who I am.
*I was just thinking about this, this morning. Now is even more clear to be shared.



Don't tell, don't tell... but what if I'm real?
How hurt will I felt? But.. I  know, what does ''personal secrets'' are. I have too.
Everyone has it's dark secret. You have the rights, I know. 
But why does my heart aches?


Left, right, up and down
Stuck on forward
Troubles are coming one after another.
Never gonna end.
Till we're all sincere and speak only the truth


But don't forget I'll be always here. I'll stay be on this spot.
I still don't dare to call you mylove, because I know your heart is still not mine to be owned.
Till the time we really trust each other, till we deeply understand each other, 
I'll be waiting for the time to come.


Yeah.. it hurts. It really, really hurts. 
But I didn't cry this time.
I learn from the previous argument, 
which way to face it, which way to solve, and that way is definately not crying.


* waaa! EeMin big girl already aahhhhh! xD *proud* ...... *piak* stupid! sigh... *


I do feel like crying, I know in these situation I will cry and I should be crying my eyes out now.
But is not my turn to cry.
I want to stand by you, no matter how much your words hurts.
I'll still be here, cause I trust you. Just like you trusted me before.


After that fight, I know we can't loose each other.
When the minute I wanted to give up, and you didn't.
That moment, I know I'm gonna have you as my lifelong soul mate.
You ARE a friend for life.
Because you have the faith in me, 
because you really care about me, that's why no matter how is it to speak the truth, 
and how hurt it will be, you'll still say it. 
You'll still be true.
You'll make me face it, and change it.
You gave me a chance.
Of course,this is just what I thought. Is my point of view. That is what I want to trust.
As for you, I might not be your best best friend. I don't know~
The seat in your heart may belong to another.
But Hey!
Your's is still here.


How will you feel, when someone important still consider your trust?
After so much you've been thru together.
How hurtful it'll get?
* wanted to ask someone else about this via sms. but at last didn't. Didn't want to mafan Oppa =/


And this song just came into my mind. Seriously I was singing inappropriate lyrics that time

Enrique Iglesias 
Hero


I Can Be Your Hero
* yes I'll transform into SuperGirl.. oh my super girl ni shi wo de super girl~ ^^






Sit down and talk to me. 
Focus your attention and talk to me.


Find the right one to tell the right thing.


Why do you doubt me? Why is people talking behind of me?


I can't and I don't want to leave you dangling with troubles.


I want all the liars get off your life. 
I want to see your smile and your confidence back again.


I'm worried that you will go crazy if this doesn't ends any soon.


***************thoughts ends***************


*gaps* can't upload Khisho's photo while wishing him Happy Birthday on the previous few post.
Here is it.
My dear prom date.
The beatboxer.
Khisho


Practically this post is to confess to someone only.
Proving also.. hope you understand my feelings that time.
But don't go cracking your head or blaming your self.
I'm totally fine! And have got over it.
So don't mind it k.
You have others to solve, I don't want to be another extra one.

girl girl just said nightnight
^^ now my inbox is full.
with 59 messages.

Haha but glad that you've gain your mood back =]
loveee ya *eemuackszz*

xoxo
EeMin

*~ im not gonna loose you, not again. ~*







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