toki wo tomete

Small Mind

*~ big heart ~*

Friday 6th Oct 2009

I can't really recall what happen that day. Hmm.. I went Pp's house in the morning, bout 11am? Before that a lot of calls had made. It seem that something was wrong with our school's Samudra.

Reached Pp's house by walking, a lot of calls is made. Till 1pm plus when Andrew came too, the problem settle.

After a movie, I went home. Packed, while I was packing there is more calls coming in. Chatting on the phone and packing -.- Anyway.. after leaving my stuff at Pp house again, then it seems that we can't leave this particular problem/misunderstanding dangling, so Pp & I went SS2, Prince Cafe to.. talk about it. Lol. I'm glad we meet up and talk everything out face to face instead of thinking side ways and people adding salt and sugar into the thing. So now, that side is settle already, no more conflicts. PEACE ^^

Sort of rushed back to Pp's house. 7pm already. I bathed, get ready~ here is some pictures. Started loving cam whore already. So there will be more picture of me later on. * no matter you like it or not. I don't give a damn. =]

Wasn't really in the mood of making up

So.. yeah, see my sucky tactics la xP

Not like I care what you think of me.

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After we are done, we called HweiWen, total last minute thing. Meet her and Sureen's family at SS2 Pelita. After their dinner, my bad mouth stroke a accident. Lol! I seriously was just joking with the sound, tim zhi really bang already. =[ *sorry* We took cab to The Curve.

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loves~ had become my 2nd fav car. ^^ 1st is Suzuki-Swift. hahax

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gi tandas boleh buat pe besides peeing?

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hmm.. how long I didn't come here already

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Sakae Sushi for dinner ^^ I was literally broke already. But Yoobo say nevermind. Lol.

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Pp & HweiWen

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Pp's eggie

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I think the food here is much smaller, and cheaper. Fresher than SushiKing? Not sure. Haha

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Delicious =)

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Walked around.. Looking for a place to ''drink'' but.. hahax. You know lah.

Reach back Pp's house before 12am ^^

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Watching YipMan

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After washing my face..

I personally like this photo. ^^

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and this ^^ specially da hair.. hahax!

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morning loo.. had a nice sleep ^^

of course lah! misunderstand bocor already ma. Lol

Heard SHINee member - JoongHyun fall sick, H1N1 =/ Super Junior-YeSung replaced him on his part in Music Bank. Now J.H had recover, Onew fall sick, H1N1 too. Haih. Guys, please take care =)

SHINee & YeSung

Music Bank

Ring Ding Dong

Thats all for now. =]

xoxo 
Ee Min

*~ understanding mind ~*

F(x)

chu <3

MV

just do it
chu~<3

xoxo

God 

Must Have Spent 

A Little More Time 

On You

*~ because you're just the one for me ~*

Attention this post, these colour, words are personally to A PERSON.

So please don't be perasan.

Phrase with this (*) then only is stated to whom.

No offence to anyone.

Is all my thinking.

And I am NOT looking for trouble.

I've the permission from that PERSON already.

Please don't create unwanted problems.

Every phrase is wrote after receiving the next messages.

**************thoughts starts*************

Till the end, we'll found out even though we're angel, we'll still be mistaken as demons. So should we stay angelic? When everyone is accusing you?

Because I believe in myself, and I don't want people or things they bring up to change me who I am.

*I was just thinking about this, this morning. Now is even more clear to be shared.

Don't tell, don't tell... but what if I'm real?

How hurt will I felt? But.. I  know, what does ''personal secrets'' are. I have too.

Everyone has it's dark secret. You have the rights, I know. 

But why does my heart aches?

Left, right, up and down

Stuck on forward

Troubles are coming one after another.

Never gonna end.

Till we're all sincere and speak only the truth

But don't forget I'll be always here. I'll stay be on this spot.

I still don't dare to call you mylove, because I know your heart is still not mine to be owned.

Till the time we really trust each other, till we deeply understand each other, 

I'll be waiting for the time to come.

Yeah.. it hurts. It really, really hurts. 

But I didn't cry this time.

I learn from the previous argument, 

which way to face it, which way to solve, and that way is definately not crying.

* waaa! EeMin big girl already aahhhhh! xD *proud* ...... *piak* stupid! sigh... *

I do feel like crying, I know in these situation I will cry and I should be crying my eyes out now.

But is not my turn to cry.

I want to stand by you, no matter how much your words hurts.

I'll still be here, cause I trust you. Just like you trusted me before.

After that fight, I know we can't loose each other.

When the minute I wanted to give up, and you didn't.

That moment, I know I'm gonna have you as my lifelong soul mate.

You ARE a friend for life.

Because you have the faith in me, 

because you really care about me, that's why no matter how is it to speak the truth, 

and how hurt it will be, you'll still say it. 

You'll still be true.

You'll make me face it, and change it.

You gave me a chance.

Of course,this is just what I thought. Is my point of view. That is what I want to trust.

As for you, I might not be your best best friend. I don't know~

The seat in your heart may belong to another.

But Hey!

Your's is still here.

How will you feel, when someone important still consider your trust?

After so much you've been thru together.

How hurtful it'll get?

* wanted to ask someone else about this via sms. but at last didn't. Didn't want to mafan Oppa =/

And this song just came into my mind. Seriously I was singing inappropriate lyrics that time

Enrique Iglesias 

Hero

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

I Can Be Your Hero

* yes I'll transform into SuperGirl.. oh my super girl ni shi wo de super girl~ ^^

Sit down and talk to me. 

Focus your attention and talk to me.

Find the right one to tell the right thing.

Why do you doubt me? Why is people talking behind of me?

I can't and I don't want to leave you dangling with troubles.

I want all the liars get off your life. 

I want to see your smile and your confidence back again.

I'm worried that you will go crazy if this doesn't ends any soon.

***************thoughts ends***************

*gaps* can't upload Khisho's photo while wishing him Happy Birthday on the previous few post.

Here is it.

My dear prom date.

The beatboxer.

Khisho

Practically this post is to confess to someone only.

Proving also.. hope you understand my feelings that time.

But don't go cracking your head or blaming your self.

I'm totally fine! And have got over it.

So don't mind it k.

You have others to solve, I don't want to be another extra one.

girl girl just said nightnight

^^ now my inbox is full.

with 59 messages.

Haha but glad that you've gain your mood back =]

loveee ya *eemuackszz*

xoxo

EeMin

*~ im not gonna loose you, not again. ~*

Virus

Virus

*~ oh oh. my brothers are singing it too ~*

Hello.... Bye bye..

Haha. I woke up at 11.30am today.

ELEVEN THIRTY people!

Just half an hour before 12pm. ^^

Lol. What's the big deal of it?

Because I slept at 1am yesterday night.

Jeez.. I don't know what talking me..

F(x) - Chu <3 

teaser

Corpse Bride OST

Some of my fav songs in the movie.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Still studying history. Doing revisions.. =[

xoxo
Ee Min

note : Note is something you really need to take note.
I sacred I... go over board. =(

*~ influences ~*

Sean Kingston - Replay 

*~ damn it. you can sing better than me?!! ~*

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone, from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin things I never do
I'm in the kitchin cookin things she likes

We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

I can be your melody
A girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me
Ay, I can be your melody
A girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

*~ i jealous. hmmph! ~*

I'm Giving You Plasticine To Support Your Mask On Your Face

I'm Giving You Plasticine 

To Support Your Mask On Your Face

*~ Maybe One Day You'll Realise The Truth ~*

Wednesday 4th Nov 2009

I was actually planned to go school today, but because of some more important stuff. So.. =]

I went over to PohPui's house this morning, CheeSien too is there, then go to McD.

Morning @ PohPui's house.

I found Eeyore ^^

PohPui =]

McD

Sundae ice-cream + cornflakes

Met HweiWen, & Ping Shien @ McD later on.

Oh yaaa...

Happy Birthday to Khisho!!

My little PromDate ^^

the Stupid Piggg xD

and also..

My friend's friend.

Ping Shien.

Happy Birthday

=]

I am there to stand by my girl, at the same time... how can I not hmm.. ying chao right...? Lol.

About 1pm when everyone went back and J-Yee they came to McD, we 4 girls head off to ChaoYang. I went to PohPui's house to makan what we've take away from Mee Yoke Lim and also watch some movies to de-stress? ^^ HweiWen & CheeSien went home by LRT.

At first, during McDs I suggested to Pp whether wanna go catch a movie for fun or not.. then things went wide~ till more and more complications & blurrness.. in me. Only in ME. Haha.

We started off with Punisher, but.. I can't understand what is it talking about. So I went to the CD Rental Shop opposite her house to borrow some funny movies. Hehe.. 200 Pound Beauty? Corpse Bride? A lot a lot more.. but I end up borrowing that two. And guess what, the aunty was playing TVXQ Secret Game DVD Album while I once reach there. Wow.. like sam ling shiong tong one ^^ I was wandering around there for about maybe 15minutes? Round and round the blocks of CDs, don't know what to watch. Haha.

So we watched 1/2 hour of Punisher, Corpse Bride, 20minutes of 200 Pound Beauty, 1 hour of Where Got Ghost. Went home at 5pm, Mom came to her house to fetch me back. Don't wanna walk home alone =/ Plus drizzling.. x)

xoxo

Ee Min

*~ And You'll Be Very Sorry For What You've Done ~*

Barrier

Barrier 

*~ tall barrier ~*

Tuesday 3rd Nov 2009

Woke up at 10:40am.

Went StarBucks around 11am, meet up with PohPui, CheeSien & HweiWen. Met Andrew, WeiSoong, Lisa, KarMan & some Cempaka class people. 

StarBucks SS2 have become our latest, library.

People even leave their books on the table and left to lunch. Even worse is, they snatches tables, while others customers are still on that table. OMG. Even though you guys are in smart class, but you'll are still lack of morality. NO OFFENCE.

See? The smartS~

Andrew~

HweiWen

Lunch @ Brazil Rest.

TomYam

StarBucks

Chocolate Chip

2:45pm?

went One Utama searching for something

4pm

SS2 Yippee Cup

8pm

Raining wor.. how to go home?

After having my dinner at Yippee Cup, we went over to McD to wait for my Dad, he's meeting he's friend-Justin there for some assignment. ^^ ben ben de Oppa~

Reach home around 10pm.. bathe, watched Gossip Girl, slowly blow hair.. Lols.. have quite some number of calls.. Slept around 12:30am.. I dozed off waiting for her reply =/

I changed my shampoo into this brand.

it's not bad though ^^

Ini ialah

Jenny Humphrey 

dalam

Gossip Girl

Hai si huan ta ma?

Nice legs =]

Hero JaeJoong

Jeez.. Today I felt like this.

blurrr in mind, day-dreaming, peace & quiet

xoxo

Ee Min

*~ occurs ~*

Happily nEver After

*~ is a beautiful lie ~*

Who doesn't love the camera?

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Edited

Every shot lives forever.

xoxo
Ee Min

*~ fairy tales ~*