Tasted A Little Sour

Believe me it's because of the song.

Everytime you loosen our entwined hands,
I tried to hold onto the warmth,
Everytime I think I’ll be able to meet you,
My heart dyes with a beautiful shade.
Even the common things turn into memories when we’re together

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won’t come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment’s dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

I walk the shimmering streets,
Trying to cover the times we can’t meet,
Your playful smile, after our hands had met for the first time,
Keeps reviving in my memories

I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it’s overflowing, that it’s melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
You wave your hands

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won’t come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment’s dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

*credits to FeedBlitz : Under The Star

12:51am
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taxi~!

How Crazy Can You Be?

28th March 2009

My birthday cake by
classmates

Zenmai Sushi LunchWindow Shoping after violin class

Chilling with vodka at Sushi Groove for dinner

Our dinner

The desert?
Surprise cake by Groove crews

Chocolate Ice Cream Cake

Back : Faizul *lao gong* , Azzim *abang bulan*,
Sanusi *yo adik!*, Chee How *Nobita*

Happy birthday to you..
you are born in the zoo~

x)

Erm.. Was wondering how to cut it..

smile~

This is.. chivas? No absulut vodka..
Mango flavour..
O.o
it suck

This fella drink whole glass without mixing anything

Yuck~

Yup.. is it vodka?
Imported punnya

Yeah.. so I spent my birthday like that..
Late at night go mahjoong & play water..
Fun or drunk ady?

12:22am
> lexis <
lay low~

muaxie

Happy Birthday to Mii~
x]

one year older jor..
gonna go Ou blow cake alone
HAHAHA

1:17am
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p/s : if i don't reply your sms.. means i'm charging my phone with the computer. or either no credit or either my phone is dead..
Sorry~ x]

So Long Goodbye

26th March 2009

10minutes before 8pm

Kayu

Tuition starts at 7:45pm
Is he there already?

I.. Know I'm thinking too much..
x]
I know I'm not suppose to..
I know I have to stop it..
I'm stopping it now..

He appear out of no where and I lost my lyrics
=.=

Not because of this la duh~

SO
I'm not going to think of him anymore
x]

10:04pm
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Urgh....

Not a very good day I have to say..

I.. got cacat-ed during the singing competition..
HAHAHA
I.. forgotten my lyrics..
xD
and.. obviously didn't get into finals..

9:48pm
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olden days with Niv

Sometimes if you love or like one person

It doesn't mean that you must have him/her by your side all the time

Nor be with him/her..

Just let it be natural like how close you'll are..

I was reading my post from year 2007.. June 25 was it..? Then he came in msn.. Then wrote.. Who going accounts tuition later.. I've no idea.. To go or not.. Haihz..

The more I think of the dreams I had.. The more I try to recall those days.. The more heavy my heart gets.. OMG~ I don't want leh.. I don't want to start this complicated relationship all over again..

Ee Min is getting more and more EMOTIONAL~!

Plus.. it has been 2 years and a half.. It's not like the olden days anymore.. Everyone changes.. I believe he do have a person her likes now already..

I'm trying very hard to not make the first move. I'm trying my best to think that he is t~a~k~e~n~~ I'M TRYIN................ BUT IT'S F**KIN HARD!!!

I didn't went down for recess today.. Thx for the f**kin Pn.Lee L.C .. call her go play layang-layang okay! mcb~ Anyway... so I didn't went for recess.. So didn't saw him.. After school pun sama.. I meand.. I didn't see him for the whole day..

Ooh~ I'm in deep deep shit.. deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeeeeep sshhhiiiiiittttttt

6:14pm

> lexis <

Gee Gee Gee Gee

Baby Baby Baby~ xD

Gee Gee means Gg..
Also means finish..
Finish means..
Wan Yun..
Wan Yun means..
Habis..
Habis means..
No more..
No more means..
Bo liao..
Bo liao means.......
err...
Ya lo.. you should know ady right?

..
I...





dreamed...








of the....














him










again....












this time we are at Pn.Chung *my English teacher* house having tuition. Then raining teacher fetch me and him back.. When I got into the car.. He was sitting behind with me.. Only the two of us behind.. Then in front passenger seat got one girl.. Teacher is driving.. He.. talked.. I mean we talked.. But I n-e-v-e-r turn to him and chat.. If I'm not mistaken.. He was looking at me.. But I didn't.. and it was raining that time..

It hang half way again.. I told Tracy about this dream.. Then she say it's weird that I'm always dreaming of him.. Then I asked my father.. Does it mean anything that I have the same dream continuously but not continuous day.. Then you know what he answered..? Aiyo this kind of thing very rare one la... =.= Darn.. Better still don't ask hoh.. Really zha dou.. -.-

Aih.. I really don't know what happen la.. Or even what is happening.. Last time I heard.. If you dreamed of a person who you long time didn't contact.. Means.. You misses him..
Lol.. =.="

5:51pm
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This Saturday

Ssshhhhh.. when does miracle happen?

Heard of Earth Hour this saturday?

I.. wish to go somewhere high..

Somewhere above clouds..

So when people off their lights

The view would be b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l

and.. most importantly.. it's

My Birthday

I.. don't have any plan to go anywhere..

Because I'll have 2 class as usuall..

Biz zit biz zit stop stop

somthing I learned during the seminar also..

xD

So.. Yeah. I don't know where to go..

Suggestion anyone?

Chatbox is very usefull you know..

=)

6:34pm

> lexis <

I went to SCHOOL!!!

Bukit Tinggi Aeon Complex

Know what? After so many days of hard work to accomplish the performance in the seminar.. I feel like I'm more committed into music already.. Mr.Yakamura have motivate me I guess..? =)
Being a part time Little Mozart Teacher.. A Violin Grade5 student and also a Piano Grade6 student.. Both are in high level.. A higher dream is aimed as well..
Attending school make me confuse with my life now.. Music and Education.. No matter what happen, education always comes 1st for a 16 years old kid.. I clearly know that

So I was back in school.. After leaving my bag in my class.. I went to where I dreamed of ''him'' together with Tracy.. Cold morning wind blow through my shoulder length hair.. It feels like he is here with me.. Creepy huh..? =) Handling my form to Jia Wen.. I saw him.. For the floor below.. How sweet...

Hardly live till recess time.. Darn hungry that time.. T.T but I regreted to have that one plate full of nasi lemak.. OMG~~ I'm on a special diet leh.. Haihz.. Evenwhen I reached home after school I still feel full till now wei.. Can you imagine that? O-K-A-Y tomorrow onwards no more rice in school.. Drinks & fruits will do x]

If L.O.V.E is deep..

Much can be accomplish.

This is one of the phrase I take note on the seminar.. x]

Meaningful anot?

6:21pm

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I ffk somebody important

A Rainbow

Is colourful

24th March 2009 , Tuesday
Some insane people called me wake up at 1:30pm tog o Klang..
So I blur blur wake up, take bathe, got dress then went into the car..
OMG so easy to con right.. =.=
Kesas High Way was one long long long high way.. All the way straigh only..
Like never gonna end
Oh ya~! We are going Klang Aeon Shopping Complax at Bukit Tinggi. Parked at open space car park.. Cause don't know where is the indoor parking netrance.. Hahaha~ lmao

Lunch 1st!! At Dragon-i

Brian.. he wanted to pose with the SiFu inside.. But the SiFu don't know how to cooperate lo.. Ben ben de.. Haha

He say this background very cool~ xD

The Brands Outlet.. Nice sun glasses eh? Turn out I didn't buy it.. Haha.. Instead brought a pair of heels for June's wedding dinner

After shopping a little.. Mom spot this.. Foot Master.. So we went and do 1/2 an hour x]Hax.. Cute little fishes huh..

Meet the big guy!!! xD

After doing the thingy x]

The whole mall it's something like Sunway Pyramid.. Very large spaces and the shops are very colourful.. They have TGV Cinema there.. A arcade.. A food court and cool shoplots.. A good place to hang out.. But..... a little too far from my place.. Haha

And the toll causes RM6. Coming back also RM6.. Jia liat lo.. Hahaha

5:57pm

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A Day To Remember

23rd March 2009 , Monday

my violin

Today, today, today.. I reach Armada Hotel at 7am.. Can you even see anything from this picture? It was taken in the hotel.. 3rd floor.. it's outside the open space car park.. Hahax

People start coming.. See all these books? I arrange de x]

8am

Ahh.. this one then not me la.. Hahaha.. coffee or tea? orange juice!!! xD

My violin display on the stage x] waiting impatiently to be shown to the audience.. Lol~ Hahaha

Yup.. very obvious what today's event are x]

11am

Empty chairs because everyone was having tea time.. Breakfast I mean.. x]

We had delicious Fried Kueh Teow, Sandwich, Blue Berry Muffin, Tea and Coffee served

I though this was the lunch so I ate quite alot of Kueh Teow..

Tim zhi it's breakfast..

Cashier x] Thats Uncle Chang and Irene on the left

Aunt Mary & Mr. Yakamura..

This picture was taken after the seminar have over.. Hahax

Ta da~ I know I don't look good.. Before this picture was taken.. My father drop my phone.. MY PHONE!!! T.T It's already dying.. and my father still bash one knife into it.... Haihz~

Hehe.. Taking signature x]

Hax~ mine got my name de ah.. xD

Hehe.. Saw the lady behind? I sat the same table with her during lunch time.. She ate very gracefully wei.. Very.. you li mao~ Haha..

She's a japanese.. She learn through listening.. Now she is trying to read notes and play at the same time.. x] It has been 10years she is a student in Mirado

See.. C.. Cye~~~~ x] can read?

Amy..

She is the M.C of the day x]

Her signature was written in japanese.. So clever..

Hmmph......

It was held in Armada Hotel, 3rd Floor, Nakhoda1, 2, and 3 x]

Expensive violins are display

It's really e-x-p-e-n-s-i-v-e

Hahaha and it's VERY light!

Hold one you think it's empty inside..

After we packed everything and sent everything back to the school.. Amy & I wanna go relief relief sikit so we turn into Tropicana City Mall to jalan jalan.. x)

Did I mention about the lunch in the hotel?? Oh~ It was very filling.. They served Miihoon, Fried Rice, D.I.Y Rojak, 3 types of pudding, 3 large plates of fruits, 2 types of soup, a dish of fish, a dish of chicken, and vegetables, and cakes and small fruit tarts.. Isn't it..... Wow?? And I'm quite full because of the Kueh Teow.. Stupid hoh? Hmmph~!

The seminar ends at 3:30pm we had another round of tea before going back.. Roti John & Curry Puff x] So RM180 is okay wert right? A catalog and a Suzuki latest Level 1 edition is given.. How~ nice? x]

5:34pm

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Early Ching Beng with Family

22nd March 2009 , Sunday

yes~ it's traditional again x]
Saturday night went back Mantin..
I brought home my violin book together to practice..
yeng leh? =.=

How can you ever see such beautiful scenery at a cemetery right..
This was in front of my great-great grandfather's graveyard..
x]
Left

Right

And the spot i was standing is full of red antszz..

can you see?

Haha.. too tiny~ After finishing in cemetery we have to do another round at home too.. 2 prayers to do..

5:05pm

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it's raining