Seems Easy For You

*~ trying not to get the wrong picture ~*

Time Square

Christmast Deco

Finished my SPM today. Next to buzz with is the Eva's Garden Wedding song. =(
Still don't know what song to play, I think I gotta see score, because of so short period of time.. even though I can memorize.. I'll surely miss out by that time.

Dinner invitation card

So much to say.. so little time. Somebody is really getting on my nerves.

The to-do list :

December

14th Dec - Practise wedding 3 songs on violin

15th Dec - Eugene coming Malaysia for 2 week

16th Dec - Get my Prom dress at Time Square 

17th Dec - Help Kah Ying to check in First World Hotel 

19 Dec - Eva's Garden Wedding

20 Dec - Eva's tea section & wedding dinner

21 Dec - SMK Taman SEA Prom Night @ Equitorial Hotel KL

23 Dec - DBSK Xiah JunSu 23rd birthday

25 Dec - Get a life and hang out during Christmas

26 Dec - Primary Classmates Meet Up @ Curve

           - DongBangShinKi 6th Anniversary

29 Dec - Poh Pui's 17th birthday

31 Dec - Back to Teluk Intan for Chee Ho's wedding gathering

So hectic~! =.= wanna cry. =( I didn't shout like I wanted to after getting out of hall half an hour early. I finished at 12:15pm, the paper should end at 12:45pm. ^^ The questions were easy, most of them say it's easy. I hope I can score. Quite high =S

Anyway.. I'm at McD now. Told ya I'll be here almost every monday. xP. Hmm.. SPM is over.. why do I still feel heavy..? Jeez.. the ''stress'' is still in me.

Min is sad..

Min is exhausted..

Min wants to go out..

Min wants to have fun..

:'(

xoxo

Ee Min

*~ or are you AM trying to show me the picture? ~*

Terrible Horrible Vegetable

*~ death is easier ~*

Yesterday after onlining, basketball section canceled.. SS2 plan also canceled.. Lantern at Sahara also canceled. Thought of going PohPui's house to return her calculator also gotta cancel.. It's the Canceling Day

At night after dinner I was so bored until I open my revision books and just stare at it.. 10pm I lied down on my bed till 11pm+ .. Father called me down to have some deserts.. There is where conflicts started.. 

11:45pm I told Father my phone is dead, so I sent it to SS2 to determine the problem. Then he started scolding and scolding and scolding == I didn't even say anything wrong.. You've no idea what he say and what's the meaning behind it. 

I don't know how to say or should I say it here... What I know is.. I got very hurt by his words.. and I'm not going to care of anything he want to do or care about. He is the man who gave birth to me and thats it. Nothing else links us together. Or that is already more than enough

To those people reading this or acting smart. Don't judge me by just reading all these summarize posts, you have no idea what actually happen and what has been causing it all these years. So just read and forget it. If you really care, then show it in a correct way. You can say I am a selfish girl or not a good daughter I don't care. But if you to step on my tail again, I'll show you what am I when I am pist.

Respect my privacy, and respect me. 

Then I'l do the same to you.

Know me. 

About 12:30am He finally finish scolding, I so wanted to walk off when he say he don't believe me. I so wanted to scold back when he talk about death is easier. I so wanted to get out of the house when his lecturing ends. I so wanted to bring up history when he say I'm in the wrong. I don't give a fucking damn on whatever he want to say or think about me. Whether he want to trust me or not, I don't care. Whatever I do from now onwards have nothing to do with him. Problems I face in the future I will settle it myself. 

I had enough.. more than enough of him. I woke up at 10:30am this morning, felt so empty I went back to dreamland.. Officially waking up at 1pm.. Found out that my eyes are so thickly swollen and there is a natural line of red eye linear on my eye.. So fad up.. I look like a panda bear and a vampire. 

Settling down my emotions yesterday, having asthma.. and he don't even care.. I don't need your concern anymore. Few more months till I'm 18th, waited for 17 years ady.. why not this few months?

Yesterday's midnight isn't sweet and round Moon Cake Festival, it's a Father-Arguing-Day. More like it. After dinner later, I'm going back Mantin to celebrate Moon Cake Fest. Did I mention when he was scolding me, my cousins are in the hall too? How embarrassing can that be? Because my phone spoiled and sent to check, he scolded me like I just killed my brother.

Anyway it's nearly 4pm now.. I'm going basketball.. hope to have some fresh air too.

3:50pm

xoxo

> Ee Min <

*~ 17 sky got to be 23 sky ~*

Premature

*~ too much reservation ~* 

JaeJoong & YooChun's latest singles

-Shelter 

not really nice.. xp

Recently.. I felt like I'm push-a-side..
When people have boyfriends or girlfriends.. 
Just recently.. I've been noticing people around me..
Those who is already couple.. or those who are still singles.. 

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Hey hey.. I was writing this post about 3pm.. and now is 4:57pm
I just came back from a temple called Sao Sing Lum.. short form known as SSL
Base at Old Town.. 
every year on the chinese 7th month my family will pray our ancestors there.
This few days I've been going there every afternoon, 
we can have free vegetarian lunch there too.
Not free-free la, it's included in the ''fee'' .
Lol.. they have some diabetes care center there too.. 


Yes I've been eating vegetarian food for lunch nowadays.. 
Is that a problem?? ==

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Yeah so.. coming back to the point..

Seeing people like..

KJ, JL, YF, JL.. 

and the girls.. 

Macam got lui/zhai already then friends are sort-of left behind.. 

Just a little feeling.. really just a little.. 

I use 8% of my mind thinking of this matter. and 2% to not think of it. 

30% thinking of my SPM

15% why am I growing fleshier 

10% on my music studies

10% on my appearance

7% how well did I do in trials

5% praying that TVXQ won't break up

5% wondering why my phone is not ringing

3% thinking what should I do next

3% what am I going to have for dinner

2% hoping that it will rain.. so heavily..

See.. this is what I've been thinking the whole wide day... 

jeez.. it's really going to rain.. so heavily xD

my wish came true.. so I gotta off line.. 

5:26pm

xoxo

> Ee Min <

*~ put my heart in your pocket ~*

note : No I'm not looking for argument. I'm just telling my heart out.

Oh Look! It's Friday Already

stuck in the middle of no where, trying to fix things right, but always seems to fail

Yeah yeah yeah.. sigh
In one particullar night.. how can I fall sick? Fever pulak.. damn pro

Anyway... Maxie got news for mie..

his result is out.. he pass with flying colours

So... he's going U.K to continue studying..

urgh~! pathetic! laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
damn pist off lo. zzz
bu shuang ni liao lo si ben tan!

2:15pm
> lexis <

p/s : spent most of the day at home is with him.. not because of him. but just got. to. alright?!

What does birthdays mean?

Monday 20 July 2009

Schooling~

@ APD room for English lesson.

Kah Jian was dancing

Yoong Fong is trying to imitated Saiduck * the pokemon*

haha! darn funny..

now Yoong Fong is together with Hui Qian

hope they will do well together x]
recess time~

so many people stay in class ne..

why why why?

all on diet??
then it was raining
and there is a few ''wedding ceremony'' going on

like A F-E-W thingy..

the yam sing section~

=.= guys . . .
See what I mean? =)
This was taken on tuesday.

I think I didn't sleep well on monday night

Came home from school tried to sleep.

Then got called up by Mom to have lunch outside with Dad.

Dad doesn't work on tuesdays..

I just love coffee ice..
Came home and feel so full..

Started reading this bloody heavy and thick english dictionary

Came across this word

''Baaa''

and got addicted to it

=.=
Brian brought home a chinese primary newspaper

I found this cute cute bear..

so kesian

T_T
Monday was Brian's birthday.. We sort of celebrated with him..

and.....

I forgotten... =.=

bye bye

5:27pm

> lexis <

Frustrations

sad sad.. pain pain.. headache headache..

Got to school with a grummy mood this morning.. Seriously dude..

why am I a girl?

Damn.. silly/idiotic/dumb question..

=.=

You..

all of you out there... better be careful

Mua punnya.. hmmm.. mood tak baik this week

Harry Potter is giving me a huge headache..

The dates are changing and changing and keep one changing

Darn.. tomorrow only go OU buy ticket.

Today can rest my tummy..

1:46pm

> lexis <

p/s : my brother [Marcus ] got himself a new pet.. guess whats that...

- worm

A Day With Happines and After That

MONDAY

29th June 2009

Walked home today after school toda.. the weather was specially H.O.T

saw hoe chong and gang in front~

While waiting for dad to be home, I went online.. after getting ready went to Poh Pui's house
And look what I found... chocolates!! Just nice to lighten up my mood
Whole box of it leh..
Wen, Poh Pui & I went OU to print photo and haang kai.. LoL

This is Wen's lunch @ Nandos
My dreamy coke
So bored and tired
After that we go Sushi Groove to makan x]

I just had my curry bibimbab thats all
P brought a shirt @ Beach

look at this fella
so adorable
Hax.. hax
At night My whole family went to Cineleisure to watch Ice Age 3 special screening..

All telephones have to be in the plastic bags..

and

when we enter the cinema they gotta scan our whole body

bloody stric security

plus

from time to time those Rela will come in the cinema to check wether anyone recording or not

Thats my 1st time going in cinema without my phone

and

gotta rush to the counter to get back my phone after movie

and

gotta queue the long line to get into the cinema

and

whole body check up
Supper is a must for little Brian we went Kayu Pelita @ SS2

Shockly.. dad put his workin bag in the car boot while we all getting off the car.

Once we reach home, wanted to open the boot and get the bag out..

Tim zhi~ THE BAG IS NOT THERE

Seriously banyak leceh...

Search the whole car also don't have.

So they went and make a police report.

Dangerously dad's office key, shop key and HOUSE KEY is in his bag PLUS! He's phone. But cacat one la.. Who wants right. Anyway we afraid that those ''people'' follow us back to our house and maybe break in anytime of the day.. So we change the lock in and outside x]

But there's 3 bunch of keys.. who knows which is which right. LoL

So because I'm afraid & darn freakin tired at night. I can't sleep.

Wake up - sleep - wake up - sleep -wake up - sleep- wake up

Whole night's routine is like that.

Thats why I'm absent in school. Woke up at 8am again then everyone in the house wake up ady then only I fall asleep all the way till 2pm just now.

SS2 is getting more dangerous lately. Everyone please becareful.

3:58pm

> lexis <

p/s : thats why I told you. when something happy come around it will still end up unpleasant.

Just The Day Before Time

Okay I have no idea what does the title means

I.. erm.. Slept for 2 hours yesterday.. Thursday I'm going to donate blood in school.. *pray I don't faint* I mean.. I'm not that weak. LOL.. Err.. I was extremely highper in the morning right after going OU and after Murni. So the drinks make me high.. LOL Then when I want to on the line and up date my blog that time............ My dearest sister changed the pass word. wtf~ I'm damn angry that time lo. Hmmph

Anyway was stilla little pist off while I reach school. But when it reaches PJK lesson, was high until like chi sin punnya orang.

I know and realise I shouldn't be upsad of this kind of stupidity & also thanks to my father he gave a brain storming quest too. =.=

So have fun under the sun playing badminton on the field.. Right after PJK is recess, don't know why.......... I go fight with Liew Poh Poh~ the Poh~ Pui~~ fighting food la.. drinking her drink la.. Wanted to mix her drink one but very cha in acting so bocor ady.. Lolx.. But she put a ice cube in my shirt leh! Sooooooo unfair. xD when I put one into her shirt then we ran all the way till Ko-op. xD Stupid vincent was behind while we started playing xP

well.. who cares? I and him tak de laa lang anymore x]

Hmmmm.. Going back class.. Pp saw her ** keep on calling me.. I thought she wanna revenge.. hahax.. tim zhi~ ^^ miss the chance of seeing him clearly jor.. Lolx

Happy-sad-happy-frustrated-happy-confuse-damn HOT

Zzzzzz whole in school liek this only lo.. =.= now waiting for papa to come back.

I gotta go OU with Pp.

1:57pm

> lexis <

p/s : i bu shuang you step my shoe lo. if you help me to wear back then okay la. Hmph!

m**** f*** prefect!

Tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow

Tomorrow got Violin Trial Exam ne..
I hate trials.. always panic.. worse than the actual exam
and the teachers.. are worst..
Haihz.. my favourite violin...
8pm-9pm
Actually should be in the afternoon, but don't know why some how changed to night

At night my class having a dinner at Sunway Pyramid some steamboat restorent again.
Damn! I can't go. AGAIN
=.=

My class over at 4pm, I plan to go there latest at 2pm to practise
Then after 4:45pm class continue practising all the way till 8pm.
Things over at 9pm wait for dad maybe have dinner at OU

PLUS! Tomorrow is my MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY
So I guess we definately will be celebrating in OU
SUNDAY is father's day. I almost forgotten and almost promise my friend to go Sungai Wang
so in the morning we'll go over to my grandma's house till afternoon
At night we are going to OU to have dinner too.

Sigh.. my head is big now....
9:53pm
> lexis <

p/s : I'll watch the tv to cool down
wish my luck for trials tmr

Question!!!!!

I wanna find this necklace!
Puzzle~ stainless steel one.
Anyone have any idea???

qi~ guai~~~

2:13am conversation

ni you bu shi wo de nan peng you..
wei she mo qian wo de shou?

you she shuo guo
yi ding yao shi nan peng you chai ke yi qian ni de shuo ma?

emm.. bu shi duo zhe yang de ma??
ru guo yi ge nu shen de shuo..
luan luan gei nan shen qian na mo
bu jiu hen fu qian ma??

ni shi zhe yang xiang de ah?
na..

na...?

ni chen wei wo de nu peng you ah..

ahhh?

shi ya..
na mo bu guan zi shi duo hao..
wo jiu ke yi zhe yang jin jin qian ni de shuo ah..

yier.. ni hen jian de lo..
bu yao kai wan siao la...

wei..! ni qu na?
wo mei you zhai kai wan siao ah.
wei!!

bu yao guan ni le la.

eh..! na you zhe yang de ah?
ni hai mei hui da wo ah.
wei! kai men la..

bu yao~!
ni zhuo kai
blek~!!