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deng.. deng.. deng.. deng!! kaaa-booomm ~ ~ ~

Daniel, Ryan, Luke and lovingly Xanne.. you people &*%^ to the max! get out of my life! as though we didn't met each other since we were young! I don't want dramas in my life anymore..the only one i trust is Ced..None of your'll can replace him eventhough we are just shortly 1 month couples..eventhough he is gone but one day i'll be with him..no all of us will be there. i don't like to hate somebody..it's tiring

together, break up, together, break up.. i'm tired of all these games ady.. omg he and his friends sucks.. how can i even call them friends?!!! i wonder why you called for a break up i ask why you say it's for our own good..then after a few days you said sorry..swear to god saying you will treat me as i'm am the only one, you say you will appreciate me better than others, will trust me no matter what happen..you desperately want me back.. if you want to appreciate me, at the very begining shouldn't you do that already?! well.. foolish me have trusted you once again.. and look now. what have you done to me..i officially broke up with him yesterday! Unfortunately yesterday I also fight with my best friend.

Evelyn : I know you're moody at time but seriously i'm about to give up this friendship.. but it's 11 years of friendship not the number of years that matter.. is the things we've been thru together for all this years..told you my boy frined must be so understanding like you do..have to be alert at time..will know what i think what i want to say in the next second like how you did. I really believe that nothing can do us apart. we like the besties amount the best. don't need a word just a look after a few seconds you will found us either launghing loudly or smiling sweetly.. i don't think any other girl can be my best friend like you. I appreciate this friendship like we always do.. recently alot of things happen to us.. I can't be so understanding to forgive you.. not like you did something wrong just that.. we are not spending much time together. hardly even see each other.. anyway 3 days in a row we didn't talk didn't see each other.. when i saw you in school i really feel like smacking your stupid head into the bloody wall.. i'm sorry that i said that you're quite self-centred at times but.. I don't know whatelse to say to you..but i really felt that you wants attentions from eveyone.. i'm not jealous or angry.. i just want you to be your self. when you're sad you can tell me. you can share with me when everything went so wrong remember that you still have me. no matter which stick tick to which number in the clock my phone will always be full bar.. because of you these few days i reloaded more that usuall but sadly.. when i call you, you didn't want to answer my phone..don't save money for me..part of my money is for you to spent.. i know same goes to you. we talk very well during sms but why....when we meet up it's like.. we just meet each other? i hate this kind of situation..after sms-ing when we meet up i hope we talk more..i don't like to stay happy only during sms and when we meet up we're like so quiet..overall i just want to be your self..i dislike it when you act cute or laugh out loud as though you're really happy.. don't you find it tired to act like you're happy? anyway.. i will be patience until every problem is settle. you can don't talk to me. just text me every night and tell me what happen the whole day. i will do it too. =]

-there is still something for you