You and I are.. fools

I don't know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you
It's nothing.. it's just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love
If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me
I'm already inside of you
Just like you're inside of me
To each other We may already be too accustomed
we've finally met.. finally found love
When I think about it realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories
Please don't ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~
I already love you so much - you're the only one

I never.. had a dream come true

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or neither been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be '
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
You'll always be the one I know
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye No no no no
A part of me will always be with you...

You Took My Heart

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hope or dream
Try to dull an inner scream
But you . . .saw me through . .
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . .
Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new startAnd now .. . I 'm in love
Holding your hands
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We never be alone
You become the meaning of my life . . .

A secret I can't tell

As the cold coffe leaves the coaster
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind
Fighting hard to restore the past
On my face you can still see ever so clearly
That rainy day wasn't the most beautiful
It's the shelters that I once shared with you in the rain
The pictures in my memory
While on the swings dreams become less sweet
You told me that by gradually letting go
I'd be able to go further
and why botter changing the times that you've missed
You used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye
Imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear
You told me that by gradually letting go I'd be able to go further
Perhaps life's destiny only allowed us to meet
and Only allowed us to love this one season of fall
Only after the pieces drifted that I realized these are the pieces of happiness
How do i pick them up

even flowers have bloomed nicely

If we did not meet so many turnings,
how could I reach your side
Now when I look back, every step was confusing,
I realised there were directions hidden behind
I once thought that I could no longer bear the weight of another drop of tear
Today I finally knew that even tears could produce fragrance
No longer need to look for faith on other people
Falling in love with you,
I learnt if there is flower in the heart, then it will bloom in full
Colour have turned bright, fragrance could be smelled, even the flowers have bloomed well
You are mine, I now have love, my world is now complete
Stick tightly to the heart, holding hands tightly, no more regret
I am very happy, I am very happy, the flowers have bloome

donkey-fish-head

todat alot of ppl ffk me..but now my turn to ffk my brother kekx.. don't want to go alone la.. sorry lo.. XP i think.. it's no use by saying i don't want to msg him or want to leave him ady cause.. i.. can't.. really.. err.. don't.. have him..? don't care la aiyo.. now ne.. sunn qi zi ran.. not going to think somemore stupid stuff ady.. xp argh...

dumb ass

OKAY!!! i have more than enough!!! thats it!!!!!!!!!! chi bai!!!!!!

o.0 i didnt sleep

wow it's 5:30am and i'm stil awake.. xp online and watch tv.. it's just so fun to not have a irritating aunty at home in this time you know.. >.< aiyo i stil got laporan to do ne.. do unitl half way only can't even think in using malay leh.. xp aiyoyo die lo have to give Pn. Faridah tmr some more still.. shit man.. i didn't sleep then tmr how to continue my plans?! =.= i think can't go anywhere after school ady lo.. haihz aiyo diu lo.. gotto go bath ady but last paragraf haven finish shit man.. it's 6:10am.. im going to be late again.. can i not go to schol today?????? T.T

I cried tonight

its always when i try to be the girl that you always wanted.. but when i found that I'm lose you didn't even care.. for a long time that I've liking you but you didn't give a hint.. for now i know that the love is from both side but.. it's ady too late.. when i notice that you're actually staying right by my side whenever i needed you.. for every time you look at me.. i know you're trying to comfort me.. but my heart it seem just so empty.. you say you there's a period of time you liked me.. but everything seem to be so fake.. you tried so hard but it's just no use.. baby now and forever until the time is here.. until the time is here.. I'll be there for you.. give me the love that i always want.. maybe one day you will understand.. oh baby now and forever until the time is here

after you're gone.. my heart is filled with snow, air, frozen ice.. no idea since when you came into my heart.. breaking all the icy wall.. unfreeze all the frozen ice.. and you light up a warm fire in my heart.. now.. the fire in my heart.. it won't keep on flaming that powerful anymore.. you make me understand every problem i face there is always a way to solve.. from the phrase you say.. from that time onwards everything, every person i face.. i face with bravery..

appreciate people, things and the time you have now with anyone now.. before it's too late


another emo post

Words i want to say..

Starting to miss you liao la.. today is just the 4th day still got at least another 10 days leh.. =[

I'm happy that you're happy... kor

Get well soon!! kor kor

Clear your mind and everything is fine.. =]

I love you, I like me.. we are happy family.. =] keep on the good work

lala mui...... >.< jk jk.. study la don't take too much care on your hair xp


*every paragraf is to different people.. can you differenciate? ha.. ha.. ha..*

kor kor...

I just remembered that.. we memang is 'brother' and 'sister' already one.. just that afetr time pass long this reputation will slowly be forgotten by us.. we talked so closely until i have forget that you're my brother.. well from now on.. I'll treat you as my brother..

sat luin

i found out what you and Jul talked about.. you say that you like me but cause of our'll attitude you guess that we can't stay long so why start.. yes it's true on my point of view i think that my attitude memang got problem de.. but just to be your 'sister' only very lonely yet near.. now i don't know what to do.. Sean have a friend this 'friend' message me this few days using Sean's number.. well he is not bad but i don't want to put a reputation as 'good' on this guy 1st.. cause i've a feeling that he is just trying to flirt with me.. =.= anyways you say you though before that asking me to be your girl friend but you just can't.. -.- nvm.. yesterday i can't really face you after knowing what you and Jul was talking about.. so ya la what's the point right.. uh.. damn him sohai-ly anonying la! diu.. Andrew ar! you friend damn sick la!! sh!!! masterbate, oral sex somemore.......... si bian tai!!! chi bai.. ask somemore ah la, i don't give face then he know.. so hai.. well.. back to topic.. deng i didn't tell you what is happening now cause i know you don't like it.. fishy fishy fishy =.= syok sendiri.. xp
okay okay.. erm.. alot of thing just now i type d one then when publish it delete it self wtf!!!! =.= now.. i'll try to treat you as my brother since you say you enjoy being single now xp nvm i don't want to force each other to be together also.. some of my friends that know the things happen between me and you say that you memang got feelings towards me liao de.. but i told them i won't believe what they say if only you tell me your self then i'll believe.. aiyo but now i really feel like crying le.. yesterday while playing basketball with my whole mind is thinking bout you.. i can't control my self le.. >.<>

2nd vers

I wait quietly behind you
Really want to see your accidental smile Maybe you do not understand my heart But I will try my hardest to touch your heart I'm the clumsy one in your eyes I will not give up following you I just need you to give me some response I will accept a smile or a nod Can I come a little closer Don't shut yourself in your own world anymore The warm sun welcomes you Can I come a little closer Can I become braver a little bit Even if I know that it will always be a one-sided love affair I will still keep my gratitude Smiling to you and saying goodbye.

懂得讓我微笑的人 再沒有誰比你有天份 輕易闖進我的心門 明天的美夢你完成 整個宇宙 浩瀚無邊的盡頭 每顆渺小星球 全都繞著你走愛我 非你莫屬 我只願守護 由你給我的幸福 愛我 非你莫屬 也許會笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦懂得 讓我流淚的人 給的感動一定是最深 在我心中留下傷痕 你同時點亮了星辰 那麼多相遇偏偏只和你 天造地設般產生奇蹟哦 我心的縫隙我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛