yesterday today and future

O.o i went here yesterday XD haha

i went alone.. while walking home.. it's 6pm still so early so i just stop by and see who is playing basketball..

i end up here for 1 and a half hour.. Zzz the mini entrance

the seat is empty.. well it's fun sitting here without anyone disturbing

anyway.. try to spot this down there is somewhere in Sahara XD haha

erm.. i like this book i mean.. the story haha XD

LoL.. from grey... to this.. =] getting any brighter?


gotta go

12:48pm

> lexis <

missing you

ketam conversation Weny and I * very funny

1st it start of like this.. freaking lame..
W : why are keep hanging out with her huh?
A : Lol.. because hoh.. i no credit hoh.. until hoh.. i msg you hoh.. then hoh.. i forget hoh.. Lol keng sh si la she talk bout her M#@#$@ and J@%$ la.. Lol i very sien over there
W : don't know don't care you better answer all my question nicely xD wakakax you arse, go reload!
A : and now hoh.. your digi msg hotlink is damn expensive okay.. eih wed basketball with ooh and yerdua on friday skating with yerdua.. wanna? yerdua ask de
W : Lol.. this week.. pray i can go out la.. if not then i will die..
A : ya i think i will die too.. Lol.. someone call me go pasar malam. i scared later she rape me how?? call me tmr morning?
W : tmr i wake up then call you ba.. you know.. i come pms very tired.. might sleep like dead people XD
A : you everytime pms where got one time not pain ones?! thats why your bo are small XD ahahahahahaha ouch!!! eih! joking ar! hahahahahahahaha drink warm water for this week ba XD hahahaha
W : walao eh.. enough liao.. my heart pain liao.. break le.. you hurt me so deep.. i don't want you anymore.. i wanna cry le.. hmp...
A : ahahahahahahahaha eih i'm having side pain.. i mean wai tong.. waliao damn pain.. don't want la play liao.. i was joking laaaaa sek fan la muackszz
W : don't want your muackz anymore T.T fen shou ba.. ni ai de bu shi wo.. shi nnem.. wo ming bai de.. gan qing shi ke yi man man pei yang de.. suan le.. wo fang qi ba.. hen xing ku
A : hahaha omg stop it can ar? ni yao fen? shi nian le! wo men zhai yi qi shi nian le ni shou yao fen jiu fen ar?! ying wei na ge hu li jin ni yao gen wo fen kai????!! wo mendou yao jie huen le.. ni yao fen?
W : wakakax.. qi shi.. wo zui ai de shi.. ryan ba le.. ni.. ni man man de den ba XD! na ge wu li jin hen du.. yao ni dao fang yao gei wo ze dao wo men de hai zhi mei le..
A : omg medicine??! kill baby? ketam wei XD she mo? wei she mo ni you le wo de gu ro ni bu shou?wo yao sha le na ge hu li jin! lao poh ni den wo! wo yi ding ba ta de xin zhang gei ni.. na ni hui chang ming bai sui! wo menyong yuen zhai yi qi! den wo!!
W : wo.. wo bu shi bu yao gen ni shou.. laogong.. ni hai zi de wo de mam jaing gou.. ta bu yao hai zi ma? ... hai zi de ma? wo.. wo i ke ren shou mimi ye shi hen xing ku de ni zhe dao ma? ... diu bu qi.. wo.. wo qi sha ba.. ta.. ying wei ta tai ai ni le.. wo gei bu dao ni xin fu.. dui bu qi.. wo shi le dou hui zai ni shen bian de...
A : waliao! scary wei!! hahaha laopoh bu bi si! yao si dou shi hu li jin si! yuen mu ta ren! wo hui shui fu ta de! wo men ming tian jie huen ba! zhai shen san bai ge hai zhi! zhao yi ge da jia teng! wo hui gei ni xin fu de! ni jia gei wo ba!
W : ahahaha! wo mama jiang...
ta bu xi huan wo lessbian wor...
ta ye jiang.. ni mei you gugu XD
A : ni je ge si ren tou! XD hahaha wo ke yi wei gai zhao! shou wei de plastic surgery! xian zhai hen heng de! nui bian nan.. nan bian nui! jiu suan bu nan bu nui ye ke yi bian de! XD omg hahaha
W : dan shi.. wo shihuan bian bian de.. wo bu xi huan you gugu de.. zhen yang le? XD ni yao wei ke wo.. qu bian ma? shang mian bian, xia mian ye shi bian XD wo bu zhi dao wo zhai jiang she me le XD
A : hahaha you prefer flat.. up flat.. down also flat.. ask me wather i will flat up for you anot..? omg hahaha >.<>
W : Hahahahaha OMFG.. na.. ryan zhen yang ne? XD
A : Ryan? hmm.. jiao ta zhi ji qu si ba! hai shi... jia0o ta gen wo ta jia! hai hou je de jie ke yi qu ni!
W : LoL! ming tian zhai liao pause 1st XD *back to future* XD eh i wann asleep liao
A : hahaha at last!! omg i also want to sleep la! ketam with you only wei.. hahaha waste so much credit.. Zzz you ar.. goodnight la.. dream of me not purple dinosaur ar XD hahaha
W : hahah =] purple dinosaur more cute XD night night wakakax
A : how daring! purple dinosaur cuter than chibi maruko chan? hmmph tmr morning you gg liao.. my turn to laogai.. hahaha nights
W : wakakakax night night you maruko! XD

Weny's continue~

17. How old you wish to be now?
- erm.. i wish.. i'm 12.. xD retake UPSR
18. Will you be crazy if he doesn't like you?
- =.= yes and no.. life gotta go on
19. Can I be the 50th? *lazy to be 93rd la
- NO. hahaha line up la you *inside joke
20. You are hanging out with her again, I told you I don't like her right?!
- because.. i wanna bao yi lai XD i know la.. explain to you d wert * got people jealous! XD
21. Keng what sam si huh?
- Keng her sam si la.. & education & the sivik project lo
22. Can't message me and keng la is iz?
- because you playing Audi ma.. & you can't answer calls can't you XD blame me pulak
23. Something about what ha?
- xp jealous got people eating cuka XD
24. Why you like to make me jealous ha?
- because.. you're my lao poh? gotta lao gai sometimes de oh.. haha you teach one wert right =D
25. What size are you wearing for your shirt?
- err.. i don't know wor..
26. Jeans?
- bu zhi tao.. bu yao gen ni jiang XD
27. Do you like being stalked by your friends?
- erm.. being stalk of course no la.. tak de privacy XD
28. Do you love me when i'm emoing?
- yea.. i still love you no matter you become gothic or what.. BUT don't go over board la okay
29. What if your friend act like the 'hero' and buy you a bouquet of flower?
- OMG!! haha depends who act like him.. but.. of course will be happy la... C=
30. What if I buy you a bikini for you coming birthday?
- then I'll wear it to go summer blash with you lo.. *blushing aiyier*
31. Will you be angry?
- maybe I will..*I mean infront of everybody.. *xD
32. What size are you wearing
- erm.. the bikini thingy? LOL do you think I will answer? *sick ass!!
34. Why are you still sticking with her so much ha?
- not sticking laaaaaaa
35. Which country you prefer to stay in?
- maybe it will be Malaysia.. cause others country is not as stanle as Malaysia..?
36. When you emo, what sentence you want to start the conversation so that you won't emo?
- erm.. if i normal emo then you can talk ketam with me but if it's like that day in skting then you better just stay by my side.. don't speak a word till i talk to you.. haha just like what you did that day is correct.. duh~ you're my evil twin sister XD hahaha

psstt~ ssshhh! TVXQ!!

HHAAAPPIIIIEEEEE
HHOOOOLLLIIIIDDDAAAAYYYY
PPEEOOPPLLLEEEE
XD late greetings sorry to me.. today the holiday just start so =D
*insane*
Zzz i'm at cc.. XD SS2 inc.. cc.. hahaha LoL!
went yam cha with Menn at Old Taste to keng sam si XD LoL
yeahh rriiggghhhhttt.. LoL
oh ya.. it won't have any emo post from now on..
remember.. i have a xanga XD
but no la.. it's not active so..
haha i'm signing up for vox.com also wuahahahaha
I will have some where to write anything hahaha LoL
Zzz i'm sleepy
OMG! I JUST FOUND OUT!! MY BABY
TVXQ is coming out their 4TH ALBUM
i don't care lo once it's out
IM GOING TO BUY THEIR ALBUM!!
ORIGINAL ALBUM!!!!
wuahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah

if you're noticing me [ edited ]

> 3:21am <
if you are reading this..
i want to tell you that
i'm glad that i like you..
i know.. by only sms-es it can't mean love..
but i believe my heart..
no matter what happen..
i still can't get back my heart from you..
don't need any move..

just let me stay by your side..
let me come closer..
let me know that i am important to you..
let me know that i'm not nothing to you..
please. tell me i shouldn't listen to my heart

if i am a nothing to you.

then please use all your strenght

to kick me as far as posssible

away from you.

live with the sweet memories

smile at the sad memories

and glad i/we came over it..

if you're reading this.. please think deeply

it's nothing to you? if this post meant nothing to you

then don't give a damn on me anymore..

but.. if you do..

please send me something.. anything will do..

sms.. msn.. comments..? miss calls?

let me know.. i need to know...

> 3:36am <

thankswhoo

> lexis <

I'llbewaiting

me and my self

aaaahhhhhhhhh at last back to me and my self haahhaa..
i still got amelia's and sureen's questions ne.. haha
do you wanna ask me too?
a accident happen while i'm going out of my house heading Ou this evening it was raining not heavy not light.. at the main road outside my house i don't know how they bang.. didn't be kpc cause they were fighting.. argueing more likely xp
some people ffk my movie.. was wishing to see painted skin.. thx to lun Zzz
someone watched.. i'm jealous
well.. came back.. from dinner.. so FARNNY my family stay in the car for like half an hour don't know what to eat.. so we end up going some where very high class.. XD
the seat are so cute!! it's near my old house.. when is near dinner time more and more people comes in.. guess.......... KFC lar... hahahahahahaha LoL!! @.@

am tired..

am don't know what to do..

am is brainless now..

can you make the move this time?

show me that i still have hope..

or just don't do anything forever..

even if i msg you.. ignore it =]

if i have no meaning to you..

not planning nor thinking to have further relation..

then please don't do anything at all. don't give a damn on me =]

until time passes.. far in the future..

I'll get over it.. that time if we met..

I'll be more relieve.. =] we can be friends that time

tell you what!

there is idea faster to keep me away!

tell me you liked someone ady..!

tell me the truth.. do i have hope..

if i don't then i don't wanna continue like this..

don't keep me hanging.

timetozzzz

3:14am

> lexis <

p.s : shouldimessagegoodnight?

Poh Pui.. the most ztupid and funny questions

1. what did you eat to gain fats?
- ask you la.. always bring me go eat.. everytime.. eemin!! lets go have lunch! eemin!! sushi king got promotion! eemin!! jogoya!!!!! omg... haha
2. what are you afraid lately?
- losing him
3. which friend you would prefer to be with forever?
- *pai seh* you lo... still need to say meh.. *blushing* hahahahahaha oh mii gosh
4. who is your shopping maniac friend?
- i think you're jealous XD you lar! happy Zzz lmao
5. do you love your family? *why
- duh of course.. but sometimes i don't because they're annoying.. but families are born to be annoying so.. what choice do i have..?
6. how much you fall for 'him'?
- now i'm asking someone to eat shit. out of 100%? 85% 'him' 5% you. 10% others WALIAO damn sad wei XD hahahahahaha 'him' is serious you ar.. still number 93 worr.. *inside joke* XD
7. how many days?
- last year march till off and on now.. use your brain XD
8. do you love me?*why
- no. because you purposely want to ask. XD hahaha i love you laaaa muackszz
9.do all your friend love you or most of them backstabbed you with a big parang tou?
70% is fine with me.. 20% is half half.. maybe 10% is evil.. how???
10. like to eat pig?
- BABI?? racistNYA erm.. not really only went eating Bak Ku Teh.. or some hakka dishes then yea
11. wanna try to put on some garfield skin?
- erm as in those custume type? YEAH MAN!!
12. why are you wearing bigger bras than mine?
- ......... because!! i'm healthyier than you!!! happy? cb you ar.
13. suprisingly are you sixteen? *related to question number 12.
- yes i'm sixteen these size is o-k-a-y okayy!
14. how do you feel when your friend is sad?
- I'll feel sad too.. specially when i'm not there.. and they can't answer calls or come out.. =]
if i'm there I'll be yours [ only for girls xp]
15. would you askyour friend to eat shit? why?
- sometimes yes! specially you!!! hahaha and i just did just now wuahahahaha
16. would you rather eat the shit up then making your friend eat? why?
- depends.. if it's life and death then i will.. haha serious if it's you.. others ar.. haha think 1st arrr.. XD *don't wack me*

haha these 3 quest i think this is the most stupid one XD
loveyou!
2:40am
> lexis <

Hwei Wen is curious ....

1.how many friend you have in ur msn list ?
- you make me count and i 1st time count.. it's 100
2.why you look so fierce ?*sometimes when u din smile
- well.. maybe that time i'm angry.. or moody.. or the weather is hot.. XD random betul
3.who you like the most in ur class.?
- Poh Pui XD you didn't say girl or guy okayy hahaha
4. why you so emo ?
- because you-know-who make me emo.. XD
5. how many secret you keep in ur heart?*din tell anyone even bestfren
- none.. erm.. lets see... really none lo haha wow i'm so sincere XD hahaha
6.how Jam Hsiao become ur new boyfriend ?
- i begged him.. no actually i purpose.. XD with a emo song but he don't want get married so fast want me to be 18yr old 1st haha so 2 more years come attend my wedding ya XD
7. do you like lala or wan to be lala ?*ask for fun dun think far ya!!
- i hate LaLa'ss but i like my skating 'hero' he is lala until become yeng-ness XD maybe these few days i'm being a lala but it will soon end =D
8.you like to be single or couple ?
- erm.. i think couple.. sweeter life
9.how u gt tis name*alexis
- looking thru a name dictionary XD
10.you prefer guy or girl be ur partner ?*in everything
- huh? couple also girl ar? LoL!! haha girl lo then ahahaha because do thing also more understandable.. you know la some stuff do with guys.. they got cacated brain one XD
11.boyfriend more or girlfren more ?
- girl friend ba?? didn't count worr.. you want me count again arr?
12.in 12 month which month and which day you like ?
- march 28!! XD or maybe valentine day hahaha or maybe July 31 =]
13.hope how many handphone you got ?*in ur dream also can count
W980i, Z610i, K550i hmm.. 3? if more coming out then more comes in lo haha
14.do you have wet dream before ?*ask for fun
- what's a wet dream? dream till you TER-pee on bed? OH NEVER!! maybe young that time got.. but i don't know XD
15.if you can stop the time for that moment you wan ?
- what moment i want is it? erm.. July 31 then haha and when 'he' is standing infront of me. I'll ask to stop time. maybe i will chow his sui XD i mean hug la or kiss his chick thats all =D
16. will you use the special power if you got ?*fly/can walk upside down at the wall etc.
- DUH~ i will!! when no one is here la.. if become super star because of that then i will rather die XD
17.u wish u got how many elder bro or sister ?
- 1 elder brother or 3 elder brother XD that love me lots hahaha and a younger sister
18.u prefer elder bro or sis ?
- erm.. having a sister is okayy.. maybe sister will do. cause if i am the 1st child or only had a older bro then there will be lot of girl question i can't ask.. if i'm not that close to my mom la.. un?
19.you wish wat present you got in ur birthday ?
a very very huge smilling teddy bear!! or the guy i like holding a present and asked me to be his girl wuahahaha I'll drop on the floor and say yes.. or laugh my ass out and say yes
20.how many sms u send in a day ?*X]
- f@#$% i don't know.. LoL!! you count la.. hahaha but i know one day i can spent RM30 on smses and every sms is 1 sen hahaha think your self.. hey!you purposely one right haha
21.are you serious in love ?
- *wen i feel like slapping you now.* you think leh??!! of course laaaa I HATE FLIRTING
22.enough mar ?
- obviously no
23.sleep early ?
- sometimes.. specially when i'm sick
24.i cant think any question liao ?how ?
- keep on thinking la then XD
25. do you love me?
- sometimes i do.. i really really do XD
26. what tye of shoe you like?
- heels!! with ribboon.. you know de laa XD
27.how long u couple ?
- means? longest coupling? half a year.. 6 months sound more - yu min XD shortest was 1 and a half week.. vincent i think.. 3 weeks.. zhupid Yeu Sheng fault XD hahahahahaha oh you make me feel that i'm a play girl.. ketam you ar!
28.wat brand u prefer use for make up?*zzzzi know its stupid for ask this
erm.. i love my Cyber Colour's mascara.. my Red Earth lip gloss.. my Filber Wig mascara.. erm.. don't know la.. soon i'm trying Kate adn MAC
29.wat size u wear for ur shoe ?
- 6 =] why? wanna buy shoe for me ar hahahaha
30.got 2 shoe infront u..1 is very old but is nice..2 very new but ma ma dei..which wan u will wear ?
- erm.. depends going where lo.. hahaha i'm not answering your question XD
31.do you hate me ?
sometimes i really do XD hahaha because my mood is swinging thats why
32.if they sky can let you choose colour wat colour will you choose ?
- sky blue.. the colour when there is sunshining and clouds XD
33 why you so mean?
- because humans are born to have some mean cell.. and tonight they plan to have a party so i'm mean now XDD hahahahahaha

wen your mission is complish..
you may read the answers now..
aahhhh i feel so many ???? in my brain
2:19am
> lexis <

Wei Menn is asking that ...

1. What type of present you hope to receive?
- if it's birthday present then i would want something that lasted long and you think I'll like it. if it's valentine or white valentine.. then depends on my boyfriend or if it's from a secret admirer then i would like a bunch of roses hahahahaha. mix blue and red roses with little bears XD ketams.. asking tooo much ooops *go dreamland*
2.What do you want to be in future?
- dream to be a pop star. well mass com-entertainment side/event side means PA. 2nd hotel management - event side 3rd master music i mean professor level in piano and violin. 4th tourguide maybe part timer will be fun but still need basics
3. What kind of people will make you feel confident?
- people like Poh Pui hahaha walking beside her every second won't make me feel embrassed =D
4. What colour will you choose for your life?
- blue. white. haha 1st options is white because it's pure it's clean but very easy get dirted.. think in the meaningful way. you might get what i meant. blue it's because... i just like it XD
5. What actions will you do when you feel sad, down and stress?
- you will get to see if i sleep in class and the weather is hot while the fan is not blowing at me then thats my reaction hahaha when sad ar.. cry lo.. if i got $$ and time and i got friend to teman then i will pull him/her to watch sad movie with me. or if i'm alone then i will listen to emo songs =] stress.. don't know.. lepas geram on my brother [ LoL.thats what my bro want me to answer XD ] no la i don't.. I'll.. make people laugh and go crazy by my self. sometimes you get to see those actions in class de lo XD
6. Which part of your face you like the most?
- erm.. my lips? hahaha no more further describing.. *pai seh la*
7. What type of guys you like?
- oh mii gosh.. dream guy? okayy! ABC guys XD hahaha no la.. he must be taller than me, erm.. clean hair cut, erm.. cute? err.. gentlement? OH! good table manners! haha i really spot guys eating the way they eat sometimes i will shake my head hahaha well if you know 'him' then you'll know what type i like so.. =] not going to tell BUT! i've never seen him eat before so.. haha
8. What will you do before you sleep?
- sms. hahaha normally la thats what i do.. if i can't sleep and no one to sms then i'll listen to songs naturally i will fall asleep and found my phone low batt the next morning XD
9. What type of business that you hope to have?
- big music school XD like Yamaha or Chambers.. Trinity too
10. Where is the country you like the most?
- don't know worr.. beside Singapore.. i didn't went to others.. maybe i did and i forgotten xp erm.. Korean maybe? visit la TVXQ of course HAHAHAHAHAHA
11. What is your most unforgettable experience?
- std4 recess holding a marnila card board writting SAYA YONG EE MIN DARI KELAS 4E TIDAK MEMBUAT KERJA RUMAH thanks to my BM trainee teacher. she is so daring to make me do this. well.. Jing Wei and I had fun instead of feeling guilty XD
12. What kind of matter you can't tolerance with?
- a girl trying to snatch my boy friend if i don't have a boyfriend then it would be my bestfriend XD haha betrayer of course specially when you know that i trust you and you still betraye me.. when i'm freakingly hunry and you die also want to have my food then I'll fight with you! XD haahahahahahaa broke my phone S500i i mean..
13. What type of dressing you like?
- hmm.. depends lo. why your question so random one..
14. What will you do when you feel lonely?
- SMS!! hahaha sing song? sleep? culik some girls to hang out XD
15. What is your dream?
- hmm.. random quest again?? well... be a very very fillty rich kid XD
16. Will you scared when you're gaining weight?
- DUH~!! i am gaining weight ady okayy Zzz now trying to go on a diet.. still in process .. wait for the result kayy XD *i wonder when* hahaha
17. Do you feel that you have good points? [ please describe ]
- erm.. my eating matter. i think it's better than others.. haha Lol i really cares table manners XD erm.. i can play violin and piano? that makes me proud you know haha LoL
18. Do you like to decorate jewelery? [ plese describe ]
- means? having nice jewelries or doing them? I'll prefer to have them.. but when i can't have what i imagineor i dream ofthen i'll try to do it my self =]
19. What you like to do when you're hanging what with my friends?
- chit chat!! drinking smoothies XD hahaha enjoy f-o-o-d together &&& take lots of pictures hahaha
20. What is your favourite comedy programme? [ it will make you laugh till stomach pain ]
- well.. i don't watch comedy programme.. if it's movie then everytime also will have new comedies right.. so.. yeah another random quest. haha

at last i've done with Wei Menn.. haha
these are the questions =]
thank you
1:39am
> lexis <

ReMeMbEr ThAt.. i LoVe YoU

di da di da time ticking for love

di da di da can't turn back

di da di da times of broken words

inch by inch slowly awaken

one by one your words

drip by drip just like the rain drizzle the kisses

di da di da your tears

di da di da crystal clear

di da di da how can I not appreciate

day by day going further away from you

every breath it's only momeries

how i wish to pull closer the relation

come closer to your heart

listen di da di da the voice i misses

going future and the past

loneliness is thick i can't get out it's endless

listen di da di da the sound of loneliness

where are you? will you remember.. i love you

di da di da the voice of thinking about you

it's like my heart beat

lonely it sticks to me

i can't stop hearing the beat.. i losing strength

listen di da di da the sound of loneliness

where are you will you remember? that i love you

di da di da time ticking for love

di da di da can't turn back

di da di da remember

I Love You

flying away plane

my sister coming back on this timiee
arriving 25/11/08
AK51--
reach KL at 1940 hours
XD the stupid idiot coming backiiiieee
LoL am not happy okay
don't think that am happy
leaving at 26/12/08
AK51--
arrive K.K at 1415hours
am going to bomb her plane wuahahahaha
coming back for CNY

23/01/09

at night don't know what time
going back at..
01/02/09
morning
LoL-i-pop hahaha Zzz

it's complicated enough

it's 8am in the morning.. it's a weekend.. it's a holiday..

why am i up so early?? LoL.. 1st thing i though of this morning was

to solve the river between you and I.. should i get a boat to cross over?

or should i look for the crocodiles and cross like that deer? LoL.. okayy okayy..

I on my phone wishing to see a msg.. Lol.. one did came in..

Teacher Julia.. how nice..

''My dear. are you coming for class later at 1pm-2pm?''

1st msg. 'MY DEAR' replied.. 'yes.. teacher i'm coming'

LoL.. brilliant teacher she is..

so i was up this early to go some hotel in Subang for breakfast with my Kenny families..

>.<>

yesterday night slept at 3am woke up at 8am.. Zzz didn't even get to take a nap in the afternoon

tonight having movie with cousins.. how sweet~

yeah so we went to a hotel for dim sum..

delicious oh~ nice nice breakfast for a saturday XD

and so i came back with a full tummy.. ><>

here am I infront of my com.. Zzz back in Mid.. feel so far away from you all

everytime i come back Mid.. i feel so left-out

the house is bigger.. more spacies.. the gap between me and the living room..

><>

but if i shout here.. the nieghbours can only hear me talking.. instead of shouting..

so if anything happen.. i gotta yell..

terrible~ horrible~ vegetable~! LoL..

later having piano class then violin class.. then movie class.. XD

don't even know can i last after movie anot..

maybe i will be sleeping in the cinema..!! ketams . .

you understand.. thats great

it was suppose to be a happy day yesterday..

it start off with a happy morning.. headache afternoon

angry evening.. and a bad night

well.. it has ady pass so it's history!

i don't like studying history

so don't care the sadness yesterday..

live on with the happiness will do =D

i felt like a professor now HAHAHA

LoL.. XD

I.. don't know how to start a conversation

well..

take good care of your relative

and.. all the best in your match =]

it's a holiday though we could hang out more..

we rarely met.. C=

yesterday.. i don't know where on earth did the courage come..

i called.. it answer XD Lol..

[mii a normal.. silly girl]

and then lao gai Zzz lmao.. i don't mean to..

haha was playing.. but not till the 2nd call. =]

nvm.. it's fine now

most probably tonight im coming online again..

means another post if coming up.. =]

someone is missing me..

it wants a date this holiday..

hmm..what should i do?

I'll go if there is not only 2 of us xp

i know what you want to say.

sorry i'm not going

11:56am

> lexis <

good-bad day

when we were skating.. there is one time i got very bored..

so Joon Sean stop a side with me to chit chat..

then Andrew came by and did alot of silly actions infront of us.. haha

it is funny i was playing with him that time..

then J.S talked to me so i stop next to him and chit chat again

don't know when on earth Andrew came infront of me and pull my jacket's zip. LoL

Well i was wearing a white jacket only. of course with under garments inside la deng

then i turn behind. J.S covered me and i zip it back up.

machowhai i was damn fucking angry that time! i chase him but obviously i didn't get him in hand la.

so i went out to the DJ's area there.

told Pp and Wen what happen. I don't know why.

obviously this thing is a very big deal to a girl. i don't know why on earth P and Wen is not having any shock reaction. i got more mad.

i tried to call someone..

i wanted to cry that time..

twice i remmebered. i called twice. he didn't answer

FINE then NVM. i msg-ed him.

[can't really blame him. but that time i really needed someone close to me. don't need to know what happen just talk to me.. then I'll be fine]

J.S wanted to cheer me up. but i was so pist off i scolded him instead.

then Andrew came in. i throwed my phone to P and went in skating again..

well i almost splam myphone on the wall behind where andrew sitting.

continue

Lol.. yeah then i walked off back into skating.. haihz

maybe that time i was talking in short sentences.. very short sentences so you didn't get.. well whats the use if you do too? does anything change? Lol.

at least she does la.. she seem to be the only one.. understanding my every language? haha lol

yea so the dramatic thingy..

once we walk to the entrance of S.P there is one guy came out together with us then he talked to the security guard.. 2 secu was running into the mall.

so i went and buy the ticket for teksi.

then we saw more securities running out of the mall..

chasin some guy..

until oppesite of the road wei XD

[i didn't know what happen] then they chase till the mosque.. inside the mosque

so dramatic! there is some secu cross the high way just like that..

O.o there is secu on the motor was rushing to the opposite side of the road..

hahahax then look see look see.. i was the 1st person who stand at the road and watch them.. soon there is more ppl coming to be kpc.. XD

at last we saw there is some secu holding on to a man in black and red colour shirt

walking on the brigde to come back in S.P

wow so dramatic wei

I 1st time in my 16 years living saw a live scene like this hahaha

so Poh Pui and I guessed that the man snatch a pregnent lady's hand bag.. 2 young guy in early 20age helped her to get the secu..

so i think he is snatch thief!! XD

erm.. while we were waiting for cab and being a kpc..

there is a cute foreigner standing next to me. HAHAHA Lol!!!!

he is VERY seriously EXTREMELY cute!!! XD hahaha blek..

my lao poh.. fighting for the ping tong hu lou XD
her again.. we waited for the teksi so long.. and something very dramatic happened..
on the scene.. hahaha i'll tell later

p.t.h.l cost me RM3.80 + chocolate strawberry RM4.50 +
mineral water bottle RM1.50
total = RM9.80


the further i walk down the road.. the more snack i found XD
chocolate strawberry!! Mid Valley one nicer.. haha
ping tong hu lou XD i like it.. but it's honey is too sweet..
i gotta drink lots of water after eating it haha..
it was my dinner



yeah.. went skating.. i want to call you..
but.. pai sei and..

we were at here!!! Lol..

after basketball.. i went home..

came out again around 12pm..

to this place.. if you can guess.. =]

erm.. this is a rainbow.. i think

well ppl said it's a rainbow..

i think.. it might be the sun shining so brightly that it came out like that

Lol haha..

oh there she is.. haha

we played the swing.. Poh Pui were the highest.. she is daring..

anyway where is she???

it's 8am friday. shock to see me here?

basketballing with ppl + ppl + ppl..

thats Poh Pui & I..

why didn't we do the indian style dancing around the poll? or tree? XD

Mid Valley Hari Raya Decoration =] greeny green

gotta off com now.

9:16pm

> lexis <

imsorryforblamingyou

YoU aRe A mAgIcIaN

Cameron [long time ago]

you can always put a wide smile on my face.. =]

am i too easy to cheer or..

you just have the magics to brighten up my mood?

i just found out something.

something not good..

something bad..

haihz. ><>

but.. i hope you know what i felt...

i also don't wish that you know what i felt..

it's just there..

i don't know..

i'm scared to loose you

when you saw you're abnormal..

i'm afraid what if i loose you..?

if you want to.. i will let go . . =]

i've got 4 wife!! XD 1 official 3 engage.. and 2 more girlfriend[pak to-ing]

wuahahaha~ one of them say lack of a husband.. Zzz lmao

something very funny happen today in class

JoNaThAn asked a w-e-i-r-d question

my gang of girls are surrounding Poh Pui and my table during 1st period..

we were chatting happily and crappily until JoN came to have love caunselling XD LoL

he asked.. -->if a i am chasing a girl, the girl told her friend that i'm very fan

then what should i do?

i told him -->you no hope ady

Poh Pui say --> *showing - the woi!! face*

maybe you should stop chasing her that much.. give her some space..

Mii *showing - what? truth ma..?*

then JoN answered --> but i did give her space.. i didn't really talk to her ady.

Mii & P --> oh then don't know lo.. can't help sorry

*Miss Maizatul calling us to go science lab*

mii--> oooh san wui loo XD

*all girl stand up*

JoN asked suddently -->

Ee Min i ask you all la *but looking only at me*

if you like a guy very very much and you want him so badly.. but he doesn't react

what will you do?! *still looking at me*

i stare at him. Poh Pui LOOK at me. all my girl girl was staring at me.

then Angie broke my stuning and say-->i will go crazy

then Poh Pui look at me and scold JoN

--> you don't ask this 2 sot poh la okay?!

want to ask also don't ask this kind of question..

didn't let eemin kill you before ar. [in cantonnese]

and then i start to laugh.. Wen + Sien + Menn was smiling at me

he was like --> huh? oh wrong question ar? sorry ar..

but really i wanna know la..

Zzz haihz Jonathan.. you slowly figure out la... haha

then we went science lab.. XD

watch WALL-E my fav. movie now XD

hahaha i was the only one laughing at the movie you know.. hahaha

Poh Pui scold me call me to be quite.. because she doing homework >.<

people pan guai lui XD Jia Eu say is a lame show

hmmph it's not! blek!! it's a cute cute movie haahaahaa

once it start i didn't know it was WALL-E till i saw E-v-e-a XD hahaha

then i was pulling Pp's shirt and say e-v-a? e-v-e-a? v-a-e-e? w-a-l-l-e??

E-V-A!!! she seriously want to kill me that time

my gosh luckily i still have my head on XD

yea so i just wanna tell your'll i have fun during school time todayy =]

ha~ ha~ zzZzz I'm sleepy ady

2:27am

bianayosorrry

> lexis <

lyrics timiee

Genie - the rainbow that disappeared
tend to like this song now =]
thanks to you

I see your pupil
I can see that sky
The tip of your finger
Belongs to my dream impractically
That is the limpid galaxy
That is the orange color clouds
Remote heaven Constructs this rainbow
You make the loneliness in my eyes
The colored drawing on pottery becomes the riotous universe
Follows you in
Leads me calmly to roam through
Please do not let loose of my hands
Do not leave me after
Please leave methe rainbow that is slowly disappearing
Already familiar with both of your hands to pull on my type of gentleness
Only you understand
I am able to burst into tears is because the most deep place is being moved.

5:42pm
pasarmalam-ing
> lexis <

Big Bang - Haru Haru Day By Day

Andrew intro new song..

it's emo..

maybe he is emo-ing XD LoL!

no la.. someone broke his heart..

Leave Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke It can’t be removed like a tattoo

I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in Only dusts are piled up in my mind

(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you

But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thoughtYou don’t answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?

Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?

I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you

I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave Don’t find me again and live (on)

Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories

I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way

You should be happy if you are like thisI become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cryYou’re my all, say goodbye…If we pass by each other on the street

Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to

If you keep thinking about our past memories

I might go look for you secretlyAlways be happy with him, (so)

I won’t ever get a different mind Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever

Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud

Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happene
I hope your heart fees relieved

Please forget about me and live (on)

Those tears will dry completely

As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)

Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever

babyI pray for you

Oh girl

I cry, cry

You’re my all, say goodbye, bye

Oh my love don’t lie, lïe

You’re my heart, say goodbye...

5:37pm

isortoflikeit

> lexis <

- the flu

i wonder do they sell the bracelet here in Malaysia
if you guys got watch Fang Yang De Xing Xing then you'll understand.
the bracelet is so cool XD

mii gosh..

i'm having flu..

somebody pass it to me.. Zzz

when the weather is not hot and not cold..

end up having flu thats bad..

very bad.. if i continue not taking any actions...

-- eemin is going to skip school.. soon..

>.<>

just walk back home from Poh Pui's house..

wanna know more..? very emo de wor...

hmm.. i enjoy walking home alone.. while is drizzling and specially when i will pass by alot of trees.. =]

listen to slow songs.. walk slowly.. =]

i don't know how to describe but.. i just love the feeling

i got to study.. i must study.. i want to study..

someone new* in my life is going to get me a new phone..

IF i get good result in my final exam..

he says thats the only way to make me study.. by getting me something i like i will for sure fight for it. [true] or not he is going to give it to my Kenny kor kor.. and.. i will kill Kenny if he get it..

so.. if i get W980i then Kenny will get his PSP.. Zzz still not fair..

somebody is having bad connection

my besties chang shui mii.. i fan min with her.. for 7 minutes..

LoL so lame.. i almost burn her house..

i'm ''loving'' someone now.. ppl say you gotta love your enemy..

she is annoying.. but she loves me.. i don't know why..

girl tend to love me now.. mii goshh.. cause of my boyboy hair..

and i ter-let J-Yee saw my yeng photo in my phone.. and she loves me now.. haha

Zzz yea.. i'm attracting girls instead of guys now.. >.<>

it's fine.. girls likes to play.. when i also go crazy.. i bet you will feel like wacking me..

there is a list all my friend do.. so i also want to do XD

THE LADIES

- PoH pUi [weny]

- XaNnE [roxanne]

- HwEi WeN [veron]

- AmElIa

- AuDrEy [liwen]

- ChEe sIeN [vallerie]

- WeI meNn [tracy]

- JeRyNn [mayqueen]

- MeLoDy [suying]

- Yi ChInG

- J-YeE

- SeE hUi

- ChOi YoNg

- Su Qi

- HuIlYn

- MiNg YeE

THE GENTS

- ooHhaK

- KeAn JiN [ham]

- MaX

- CeD

- KeNnY kOr

- KaY JuN [sync]

- KiN hEi [justin]

- AnDrEw [kokwei]

- SeNg HaO

- ZhEnG rOnG [dan]

- EuGeNe [zhenyuen]

- AnDrEw [yunliang]

- ZoNg HeRnG

so this is the list i'm talking bout.. hax

it's a friendship list.. =] love you ALL

muackszz!

5:21pm

eeminisacopycater

> lexis <

takingcareofmynose

misses

Am miss y.e.m

i miss alot of stuff..

because it's late at night it make me remember it

--> here goes..

>i miss skating. very much.. it has been 3 weeks ady..

>i miss basketball. i have to study.. i can't go play basketball..

-SS2 basketball court but alot of ppl play.

-sahara.. i don't have buddies playing there

>i miss yi ling. my primary school best friend

>i miss shopping. no ka chingxx no talk.

>i miss doing maths. i love maths.. but.. i don't understand it.

-i scream at McD this evening because i solve one hard question.

>i miss playing violin. on stage..

>i miss going Mid. just to jalan or drink milk ice *nai cha* also can.

>i miss my cousin. he is at Singapore.

>i miss hem. LoL. because of conversation. nothing others okay!

>i miss the ocean. the view in Kapas.

>i miss bicycling.

>i miss my sibling. her.. far away.

>i miss him. London.. little cousin when are you coming back?

>i miss playing mahjoong. 3 person mahjoong.

>i miss playing basketball. with him.

>i miss playing badminton. with Roy.

>i... miss him. ALOT. since when we last met?

3:22AM

muacksxz

> lexis <

i will study..

my phone.. soon going to be LaLa~~
i desperately want the W980i it's RM1800++
additional free speaker till end of Oct.
oh mii gosh......

it's 24rd Sept.. exam is on
17th Oct.. how many more days?
Zzz thats why i'm studying..
then why still online? i don't know..

i'm going to keep up the footsteps..

to be the one standing next to you and doesn't let you down =]

i hope you would be glad.

i feel very.. useles.. or lazy because i'm in this class..

it's worse than i though.. -->

teachers not coming in.. students are not serious..

i feel bad for my self..

now i can't even finish my maths chapter1 home work book..

everything goes bac to the teacher ady.

it's time to stop playing.

i trying really hard.. i doing my best to study..

i will show you my result.. don't worry..

i won't let you down..

even though i'm not that sure.

but once i'm sure what am i up to

I'll give in the best shot.

pls.. accept me by that time.

that time i will be ready.

standing next to you.

it wouldn't let you down.. again.

i found out that we are like uhu glue these few days haha

2:41AM

imiss2person

> lexis <

see picture tell story --> pro XD

this post should start from down there.. Zzz nvm yea so this is what i've done..


at last im home again.. but this is not at home la.. in school.. i kinda like this pic..

and then dinner.. 100yen gone out of ice.. so sad.. so we went Sweet Brasil for tom yam mee..

study group after tuition.. McD.. was cracking my head because of maths

going back home.. the sky.. so beautiful.. the sun.. so hot!!!

MPH [im a librarian if im bored.. in a mall,i will be in the book stores..] i loves booooks.. i mean... comic booookss XD haha and i saw this door P was staring at it..

it says : LOOK HERE! but.. look how tall am i.. so tall that i can't see it.. P was laughing hardly so i was quite.. angry and i took a pic.. LoL haha

snack time.. Big Apple donut.. almond + chocochino i think..

comes with weird names.. taste delicious XD

the bus is here.. i didn't get my fav. seat because there were guys behind my fav. seat.. Zzz

zhupid guys!!! so she and I fighted to have that one single-seat.. LoL lame right fighting on the bus.. haha

A&W XD hahaha root beer anyone?

and so after school.. P, W +M more like A+W+V guess what mii writting XD

okayy i wasn't sucking my finger.. i was just posing with it okay! alexis-weny-veron

school ends!! Reen + Mii and stalker behind hahaha i was posing like a kid didn't i.. Zzz lmao

sorry i TER-load the same pic.. and i don't know how to delete it >.<>

well Wei Menn + I.. like she is mine.. XD

so the king Kah Jian =.='' and I.. posing LaLa pose HAHAHA

after copying.. there is cam wore section in my class.. haha thx to the LaLa King-Kah Jian

*blek* i was writting notes on the board for the class to copy.

BM Sajak - Derita Pertama.. see i still remember XD

this is the VIP order. only VIP's with limited voucher can order little more special dishes..

well this is King Crab, with don't know what source.. delicious! very fresh crab

desert.. ice cream.. cakes.. cookies.. sweet waters..*tong shui* LoL

more pictures of what we ate at Jogoya..

1:08AM wed

> lexis <>