DAMN this s***!!! Look limao I dont care on what you say anymore or who you hang out with okay!

you betrared me didnt you know?!
genting roomate?!
hanging out time?!
basketball?!
even bicycle?!
WHY THE F*** AM I BLASSING INTO TEARS NOW??!!!
LOOK!!! B****
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

I <3 this song

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.She needs her own space.
She's playing mind games.Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and I'm not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.

yesterday was great!!!! went Puay Chai met Zheng Rong then we sat tat the sing zhen lou then and chit chat everyone that know me though his my bf though XD can la not bad but his just short only ma.. XD
While we talk have fun walk up and down everything.. hahaha chat about sensitive questions too! like do i have bfs how many exs etc etc.. XD haha while lunch time audrey, him and I went to our old class.. then after that he went to look for FOOD!! im hungry toobut wanted to go Ou and eat..
Then I didnt look for food straigh went to take a cab i stoped i cab once but he doesn't wanna fetch so i continue to stop the others.. well.. when waiting Melinda and another girl from her class came and asked weather wanna take the same cab anot so i say okay la.. then audrey called Zheng Rong to come with us so we waited for teksi around 20minutes? and we still can't stop one!!!! =.=
ok fine then Zheng Rong called for a cab but half way while waiting for that recepsionist to continue her work i found a teksi behind us and THANKS TO ME we got that teksi but BLOODY HELL him cost us RM10 buckc to go Ou while its quite o-k-a-y cause there is 4 of us including me so RM2.50 each XD
in the cab i didnt talk to Melinda cause uh-duh who wanna talk to her la she so bossy =.= f*** ass

It's always like this~

I have always try to be someone's friend..

In my life since young i've tried to be tolerance to everyone around me..
Since young..I have always try not to let my cousin (one and only which i freaking close to her) not to feel left out by anyone.. specially me..i have always try to share with her my things my though my secret.. =.=ok thats it im feeling like a jerk now Its okay continueing to give out.. there is no harm though.. its ok..... (i think)

My blog and I

Now my blog is closed only to me and Sean.
I don't believe on my friends anymore not most of them but some of them, unfortunatly they're those are close to me before.
For and forever, I will live alone not a loner but just alone sometimes.
I won't regret from what am I doing now, I will just go on my life doing things which need to be done before.
Wishing for a close and trustful friend to come aboard me, waiting for the right person to come to me...