i'm always speechless when it comes to blogging

I've LOTS of things to tell to express it out from the inner me.. there is no place for me to dump everything out. so.. i choose blogging but!! it's always.. ALWAYS come speechless hmmph mcb.. how nice if i have a laptop 24/7 can be used.. then my every feeling can be express out.. instate of leaving in side of me.. where making me more worse.. argh

Gotta Go My Own Way

I gotta say what's in my mind

Something about us

doesn't seem right these days

life keeps getting in the way

Whenever we try, somehow the plan

is always rearranged

It's so hard to say

But I've gotta do what's best for me

You'll be ok..I've go to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

We might find our place in this world someday

But at least for now

I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind

But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime

Another colour turns to grey and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

We might find our place in this world someday

But at least for now I gotta go my own away

back to the past

well i don't wanna go back to the past but everytime i saw him i will feel regret and want to get back with him but i sacred that my feelings now is b-l-u-r >.< err.. i'm trying to give up.. Kian argh!! i already say it like last few months but no action is taken.. but this time i am taking action..! it has been 41 hours 7 minutes and a few second (and still counting) i haved S-T-O-P talking to him XD i have make a record! =.='' thats all for now.. hmm lol look she is still playing.. nvm i didn't say wanna ciaoz also.. hmm.. how long more ar?

there goes again.. and AGAIN

yeah!! i bet with you we are going to fight again for no sick mrong but one word JEALOSY chi bai kia hmmph want to go pasar malam liao >.<

I don't want to know