I forgotten something xD
I screwed my scienses today xD
and.......
I'm gonna do the same thing tomorrow
Hahahax!!!
8:19PM
> lexis <
yeahman~!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Can I Have This Dance
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all
[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)'
Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide'
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all
[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)'
Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide'
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
ma sei~ mas seh~!
Presenting:::.......
SUSHI KING!!!!!!
Anyone interested in sushi?
Oh! I remember someone doesn't like sushi.. C= Nvm.
Anyway.. My wifey and I got accepted in Mid Valley lower ground floor Sushi King.
RM4 per hour. Public holidays RM12 per hour..
Enlarge the price of RM12 PER HOUR!!!
Wake up and smell the ccaassshhh dude!!! xD
BUT sadly not much public hlidays.. =x
Hahaha! But It's kinda boring down there I would rather work up stair where it's same floor as GSC cinema one.. There is more happening though.. More customers.. And not so dead and quiet as down stairs.. xP By the way . . . I haven tell my parents. Hehe.. g.g.com Dad strictly doesn't let mii girl err.. no his daughters to be a waitress.. that is I don't know why.. Lolx.. But the ANT is working as a waitress now wert.. Why can't I.. Not like I have a very heavy butter finger.. or maybe I do.. argh. But smell the $$$ man! Hahax
We asked a few shop like.. Miss T, Miss Whatever, Spade, Miss Selfish, Memory Lane.. Lolx.. all the ''Miss'' don't ''Miss'' ones.. & Bonita.. hmm.. anymore? Oh! We wanted to ask Pink Pussy Cat, Sasa and even La Senza.. =.= Zzz P even wanted to ask at a shop called ''Mother Care'' Zzz damn smart.. Then we make jokes like.. Later got one mother walk in shopping and ask us how many child we got ady.. or how many time you do with your husband only get 1st baby silly jokes like this make me laugh until stomach pain.. people are looking, staring at us.. Why this two school girl laughing and walking.. Zzz
After sushi-ing well thats was the 1st thing we do when we reach there la.. then we went walking for while Ooops ter-walk till the ''drink'' there.. so P and I walk there to grab a drink . . . P say my voice was very lady-like very girly today.. Cause of my sore throat la Zzz Even when I laugh she laugh at me laughing pulak Zzz so when I order the drinks she was non-stop laughing next to me.. Zzz i-d-i-o-t =.= the guys was cheeky.. Hahax.. ''He'' was there.. obviously.. but I didn't even l-o-o-k at him.. So cruel huh.. Then I got my drink 1st.. Actually P's drink was done ady one.. Just that the guy who made her drink played some tricks with P and me laughing silently next to her.. xD scary huh Hahax.. He was asking.. Do you want plastics? Err No~ You want straw? Yeah.. Do you need tissue? Erm.. then ''he'' gave her one piece.. Lolx!! o.m.g if you were there you would laugh too xD
After that we went more shops.. that ''drink was our 3rd stop though.. Then we filled the form in In-box.. Gave names and numbers to Miss-T and Memory Lane.. I was shock when Sushi King just asked a few quetions then said we can start on Nov10 liao.. Cause I said I will be free only after Nov6.. Smart me I know.. Zzz Exam ends at Nov6 papers coming back so soon and I'm off to work.. How smart.. Tq tq! LoLx I might not work in Sushi King liao =.= fussy yeah I know.. Well gotta ask parents plus It's Mid Valley transport will have a little problem.. But hope I can work in Mid la.. any shop in Mid will do.. C= ''drink'' is there xP so kawaii~~ Hahax
Oh! And I didn't expect my jie jie to call me straight after she received my msg that I have a job.. Lolx haha.. Zzz seems like I still have someone to count on.. =] Well till d end.. My actual plan for the year end part time job was some where I can gain good experience you know.. Some places like Genting xD They are employing now.. Students my age and above for part time just 2 months.. RM1500 per month I think. With rooms provided with laundry.. Zzz But my dad seems to disagree with everything thing I hope to reach out for.. Haihz.. Your girl girl is no anymore a little girl girl laaaa.. =.=" Hmm.. My aunt did suggest Evonne and I to work at Genting.. Waitress also got.. Events set up also got.. Zzz you know when I go for concert up there I always see lots of teenagers my age working over there.. I envy them alot tau.. Can work here.. It's a great experience for a big fan of event management like me. -.- But.. daddy controls my life.. Half! of my life.. So... haihz.. I don't know how to presuide him to let me work at some place regarding to the future course I wanna take.
6:42PM
muackxzz
> lexis <
itstimeforpasarmalam
SUSHI KING!!!!!!
Anyone interested in sushi?
Oh! I remember someone doesn't like sushi.. C= Nvm.
Anyway.. My wifey and I got accepted in Mid Valley lower ground floor Sushi King.
RM4 per hour. Public holidays RM12 per hour..
Enlarge the price of RM12 PER HOUR!!!
Wake up and smell the ccaassshhh dude!!! xD
BUT sadly not much public hlidays.. =x
Hahaha! But It's kinda boring down there I would rather work up stair where it's same floor as GSC cinema one.. There is more happening though.. More customers.. And not so dead and quiet as down stairs.. xP By the way . . . I haven tell my parents. Hehe.. g.g.com Dad strictly doesn't let mii girl err.. no his daughters to be a waitress.. that is I don't know why.. Lolx.. But the ANT is working as a waitress now wert.. Why can't I.. Not like I have a very heavy butter finger.. or maybe I do.. argh. But smell the $$$ man! Hahax
We asked a few shop like.. Miss T, Miss Whatever, Spade, Miss Selfish, Memory Lane.. Lolx.. all the ''Miss'' don't ''Miss'' ones.. & Bonita.. hmm.. anymore? Oh! We wanted to ask Pink Pussy Cat, Sasa and even La Senza.. =.= Zzz P even wanted to ask at a shop called ''Mother Care'' Zzz damn smart.. Then we make jokes like.. Later got one mother walk in shopping and ask us how many child we got ady.. or how many time you do with your husband only get 1st baby silly jokes like this make me laugh until stomach pain.. people are looking, staring at us.. Why this two school girl laughing and walking.. Zzz
After sushi-ing well thats was the 1st thing we do when we reach there la.. then we went walking for while Ooops ter-walk till the ''drink'' there.. so P and I walk there to grab a drink . . . P say my voice was very lady-like very girly today.. Cause of my sore throat la Zzz Even when I laugh she laugh at me laughing pulak Zzz so when I order the drinks she was non-stop laughing next to me.. Zzz i-d-i-o-t =.= the guys was cheeky.. Hahax.. ''He'' was there.. obviously.. but I didn't even l-o-o-k at him.. So cruel huh.. Then I got my drink 1st.. Actually P's drink was done ady one.. Just that the guy who made her drink played some tricks with P and me laughing silently next to her.. xD scary huh Hahax.. He was asking.. Do you want plastics? Err No~ You want straw? Yeah.. Do you need tissue? Erm.. then ''he'' gave her one piece.. Lolx!! o.m.g if you were there you would laugh too xD
After that we went more shops.. that ''drink was our 3rd stop though.. Then we filled the form in In-box.. Gave names and numbers to Miss-T and Memory Lane.. I was shock when Sushi King just asked a few quetions then said we can start on Nov10 liao.. Cause I said I will be free only after Nov6.. Smart me I know.. Zzz Exam ends at Nov6 papers coming back so soon and I'm off to work.. How smart.. Tq tq! LoLx I might not work in Sushi King liao =.= fussy yeah I know.. Well gotta ask parents plus It's Mid Valley transport will have a little problem.. But hope I can work in Mid la.. any shop in Mid will do.. C= ''drink'' is there xP so kawaii~~ Hahax
Oh! And I didn't expect my jie jie to call me straight after she received my msg that I have a job.. Lolx haha.. Zzz seems like I still have someone to count on.. =] Well till d end.. My actual plan for the year end part time job was some where I can gain good experience you know.. Some places like Genting xD They are employing now.. Students my age and above for part time just 2 months.. RM1500 per month I think. With rooms provided with laundry.. Zzz But my dad seems to disagree with everything thing I hope to reach out for.. Haihz.. Your girl girl is no anymore a little girl girl laaaa.. =.=" Hmm.. My aunt did suggest Evonne and I to work at Genting.. Waitress also got.. Events set up also got.. Zzz you know when I go for concert up there I always see lots of teenagers my age working over there.. I envy them alot tau.. Can work here.. It's a great experience for a big fan of event management like me. -.- But.. daddy controls my life.. Half! of my life.. So... haihz.. I don't know how to presuide him to let me work at some place regarding to the future course I wanna take.
6:42PM
muackxzz
> lexis <
itstimeforpasarmalam
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
missing is still missing
I miss you.
I miss talking to you.
I miss playing basketball with you.
I miss hitting you when we pass by each other.
I miss hearing the song when I call you.
I miss my phone msg ringtone rings.
I miss reading your funny msg-es.
I miss laughing at you during skating.
I miss having fun miss calling you.
I miss you scolding me.
I miss you giving me advices.
I miss.. everything about you.
I miss.. you..
I just miss you.
3:59AM
> lexis <
Happily Never After
I dont think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself
You've left before
This time you will stay gone , thats for sur
And he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car She said
No..Happily never after
That just aint for me
Because finallyI know,
I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial
Laughing about the way he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said
No..Happily never after
That just aint for me
Because finallyI know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
I'm done , I'm done
Said I'm so done
So done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me
She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more
She said
No..Happily never after
That just aint for me
Because finallyI know,
I deserve better,
after allI'll never let another teardrop fall
..another teardrop fall
Monday, October 27, 2008
muacxie
If you realise.. things are becoming more and more boring...
xP
To my brothers =]
SPM is coming.. do well yeah =]
your sweet pie is still honey sweet
don't worry muackszz~
Oi SPM ar!
Don't play basketball so much aready la!
After SPM we play full court okay! xD
Di di~ =) PMR over d hoh..
What you doing now leh.. hmm
Don't play until you go crazy wor.. hahax =]
Welcome into the family Bro =]
I haven officially call you yet..
Cause? Don't know xP
Soon...?
To my sisters
Well.. you far far away person..
I've got tickets to FRH
It's a surprise though.. xP
So yeah wait till you come back 1st la xD
mei mei..
why after PMR didn't hear any news from you liao de?
Don't always go swim around the pond ar.
There is a ocean for you out there.. soon to be your's =]
Well.. I think that's all my pet bro and sis hahax
4:47PM
> lexis <
lunchwasgreat
xP
To my brothers =]
SPM is coming.. do well yeah =]
your sweet pie is still honey sweet
don't worry muackszz~
Oi SPM ar!
Don't play basketball so much aready la!
After SPM we play full court okay! xD
Di di~ =) PMR over d hoh..
What you doing now leh.. hmm
Don't play until you go crazy wor.. hahax =]
Welcome into the family Bro =]
I haven officially call you yet..
Cause? Don't know xP
Soon...?
To my sisters
Well.. you far far away person..
I've got tickets to FRH
It's a surprise though.. xP
So yeah wait till you come back 1st la xD
mei mei..
why after PMR didn't hear any news from you liao de?
Don't always go swim around the pond ar.
There is a ocean for you out there.. soon to be your's =]
Well.. I think that's all my pet bro and sis hahax
4:47PM
> lexis <
lunchwasgreat
fizically and mentally break down
Gone interest gone~
Let come back to proper post xD
I'm not your little gentle girl at all
Okayy wanna talk bout saturday? uh.. okayy
25th Oct 2008
I woke up late.. at 10:..20AM..
11AM piano class.. 10:35AM i'm still on my dining table having breakfast..
O.o look at the time.. shit! took a bathe then fly~ to DJ =.=''
okayy thanks to My ''beloved aunt'' I only have 20minutes out of an hour class..!
WTF wei.. I'm into new allybus now and she come to Tx2LY CB
Anyway =.= went Ou after that had P.I.Z.Z.A in a H.U.T
Hmm I only drink their soup.. mush mush roomie soup xD
Then off I go to.. err... date Erm.. movie =] y-e-a-h more like it
With >insert name<
It was.. fun . . making everything 1st.. Erm..
Of all word I hated the word a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g xP
They have a drink called ANYTHING and WHATEVER cool eh?
smart people invented these names for a drink.. xD
Can we skip this? xP yeah to ma violin class..
My teacher.. bad bad teacher today! xP!! gave me a grade7 song to play
OMG.. it's hard la duh.. totally like pulling a chicken up the tree
har har har... I gave up then teacher played.. crap you . . .
Went home after that then came out around 9:30PM..
esilE can't make it for the movie people suggested >insert name< so I called >insert name< so we went for bowling..
Bowing was SUCKY in OU.. lane 1
bowl ady pins drops but nothing move.. then the bowling ball stuck there
and.. I don't know how the pin can fly out for the area and land on the longkang =.=
I'm very pist that time..
There is so many people there bowling.. and yet my lane is the lousyest one!
I went there to throw things and yet.. I'm not allowed to..
bloody hell.. play until half way >insert name< know I beh tahan ady so we went for a drink drink.. 11:35PM leave the restoren up to GSC.. What movie? oh.. it's........
THE COFFIN
what the mooo~ and the cow~!!! I though it was a english horror movie.. but
once it start.. I heard.. punn na kap.. sa wa di kap.. mii chi na kap..
why so many kap one.. wait...............
WTF wei!! it's THAI!!!!!!!!! so shit! diu ady~~~
yeah so it is THAILAND HORROR MOVIE zzzzzzzzzz
Karan Mok and a thai guy acted it..
It's shocking scary and.. funny? no I think I didn't laugh.. No it's not funny xP
BUT! a idiot guy sitting next to me keep on scarying his girl friend and it freak me TWICE!!
CBK.. well.. I'm not realy watching to whole show hahax cause I have my jacket covered my eyes xD hahahahahahahahaha! Sat >insert name<'s car back.. and guess what.. >insert name< put his car hoot down when we get out from Ou New Wing car park.. and I saw the idiot guy who sit next to me just next to our car...... xP!! see what see huh idiot freak me out only.. bloody hell.. xp!! oh we didn't went straigh home after that.. we went.. loongkai-ing around with the car.. LoLx blow some wind la duh.. it was a short loongkai la.. uh.. after the movie I can hardly catch me breathe wei.. when we walk out the cinema suddently >insert name< hold my hand Zzz it doesn't mean anything okayy all the way till the toilet.. then out from the toilet to the car.. LoLx
Sunday night movie marathon with >insert name< damn lame!
1st - Enchanted
2nd - Little Black Book
3rd - Alvin and the Chipmunks
4th - Long Khong 1
we skipped Long Khong 1 cause.. it's like plus minus 3AM scary nia..
I ter-slept on the sofa I was lying on with my snacks.. till..
>insert name< punnya movie ''called'' me up xP so I continue watching again xD
It was Sky of Love.. xD famous japanese movie though hahax
This will be my 4th time watching it xD
HuH?? Where did I get these DVD? Originally? err..
Wel.. it's not mine.. obviously I mana ada duit to buy everything original ha..
I think I watch until the part where Hiro is in hospital taking pics of Mika then I fall asleep.. again xP Ooops..
I found my self on a bed when I woke up..
Cooling warm in an air conditional room
Sky blue blanket.. light red roses.. white bed..
Hey! It is my room in >insert name< house! xD
omg.. are you thinking what am i thinking..? LOL! because that will be so a NO
crap! fall asleep too easily isn't good tau! stupid ee min!!!
Why am I still here I wonder.. hmm.... oh ya!!
Mommy dumped me this morning.. =.=
So.. I'm using >insert name< punnya computer untuk online.. LoLx..
Sien msg just now.. but why no reply liao de...??
>insert name< doing lunch xD somebody say we're like newly wedded couple.. LOL!!
me and > insert name< ??!!! man.. you've gone outta your mind!! totally!! o.m.g
okay no mood + lazy = end of this post xD
3:27PM
> lexis <
lunchisdoneTHX
Let come back to proper post xD
I'm not your little gentle girl at all
Okayy wanna talk bout saturday? uh.. okayy
25th Oct 2008
I woke up late.. at 10:..20AM..
11AM piano class.. 10:35AM i'm still on my dining table having breakfast..
O.o look at the time.. shit! took a bathe then fly~ to DJ =.=''
okayy thanks to My ''beloved aunt'' I only have 20minutes out of an hour class..!
WTF wei.. I'm into new allybus now and she come to Tx2LY CB
Anyway =.= went Ou after that had P.I.Z.Z.A in a H.U.T
Hmm I only drink their soup.. mush mush roomie soup xD
Then off I go to.. err... date Erm.. movie =] y-e-a-h more like it
With >insert name<
It was.. fun . . making everything 1st.. Erm..
Of all word I hated the word a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g xP
They have a drink called ANYTHING and WHATEVER cool eh?
smart people invented these names for a drink.. xD
Can we skip this? xP yeah to ma violin class..
My teacher.. bad bad teacher today! xP!! gave me a grade7 song to play
OMG.. it's hard la duh.. totally like pulling a chicken up the tree
har har har... I gave up then teacher played.. crap you . . .
Went home after that then came out around 9:30PM..
esilE can't make it for the movie people suggested >insert name< so I called >insert name< so we went for bowling..
Bowing was SUCKY in OU.. lane 1
bowl ady pins drops but nothing move.. then the bowling ball stuck there
and.. I don't know how the pin can fly out for the area and land on the longkang =.=
I'm very pist that time..
There is so many people there bowling.. and yet my lane is the lousyest one!
I went there to throw things and yet.. I'm not allowed to..
bloody hell.. play until half way >insert name< know I beh tahan ady so we went for a drink drink.. 11:35PM leave the restoren up to GSC.. What movie? oh.. it's........
THE COFFIN
what the mooo~ and the cow~!!! I though it was a english horror movie.. but
once it start.. I heard.. punn na kap.. sa wa di kap.. mii chi na kap..
why so many kap one.. wait...............
WTF wei!! it's THAI!!!!!!!!! so shit! diu ady~~~
yeah so it is THAILAND HORROR MOVIE zzzzzzzzzz
Karan Mok and a thai guy acted it..
It's shocking scary and.. funny? no I think I didn't laugh.. No it's not funny xP
BUT! a idiot guy sitting next to me keep on scarying his girl friend and it freak me TWICE!!
CBK.. well.. I'm not realy watching to whole show hahax cause I have my jacket covered my eyes xD hahahahahahahahaha! Sat >insert name<'s car back.. and guess what.. >insert name< put his car hoot down when we get out from Ou New Wing car park.. and I saw the idiot guy who sit next to me just next to our car...... xP!! see what see huh idiot freak me out only.. bloody hell.. xp!! oh we didn't went straigh home after that.. we went.. loongkai-ing around with the car.. LoLx blow some wind la duh.. it was a short loongkai la.. uh.. after the movie I can hardly catch me breathe wei.. when we walk out the cinema suddently >insert name< hold my hand Zzz it doesn't mean anything okayy all the way till the toilet.. then out from the toilet to the car.. LoLx
Sunday night movie marathon with >insert name< damn lame!
1st - Enchanted
2nd - Little Black Book
3rd - Alvin and the Chipmunks
4th - Long Khong 1
we skipped Long Khong 1 cause.. it's like plus minus 3AM scary nia..
I ter-slept on the sofa I was lying on with my snacks.. till..
>insert name< punnya movie ''called'' me up xP so I continue watching again xD
It was Sky of Love.. xD famous japanese movie though hahax
This will be my 4th time watching it xD
HuH?? Where did I get these DVD? Originally? err..
Wel.. it's not mine.. obviously I mana ada duit to buy everything original ha..
I think I watch until the part where Hiro is in hospital taking pics of Mika then I fall asleep.. again xP Ooops..
I found my self on a bed when I woke up..
Cooling warm in an air conditional room
Sky blue blanket.. light red roses.. white bed..
Hey! It is my room in >insert name< house! xD
omg.. are you thinking what am i thinking..? LOL! because that will be so a NO
crap! fall asleep too easily isn't good tau! stupid ee min!!!
Why am I still here I wonder.. hmm.... oh ya!!
Mommy dumped me this morning.. =.=
So.. I'm using >insert name< punnya computer untuk online.. LoLx..
Sien msg just now.. but why no reply liao de...??
>insert name< doing lunch xD somebody say we're like newly wedded couple.. LOL!!
me and > insert name< ??!!! man.. you've gone outta your mind!! totally!! o.m.g
okay no mood + lazy = end of this post xD
3:27PM
> lexis <
lunchisdoneTHX
Tak de otak punnya korang
EgGiE....... I've found >insert name< !!!!!! xD weather to add >insert name<>
can I join in the family too? xP there is only 56 members xD
Well I bet >insert name<>
Shouldn't be a problem to... you know..
=.=''
>insert name<>
Shocked to know that actually hahax
By the wayiee.. > insert name <>
Like me?? Use-to-it and it-doesn't mean anything?
OMG i saw Mid Valley i saw One Utama
see!! told you >insert name<>
Even though we're far a part..
Beyond mountains and sea
there is always something call
CAR!!! xD though of some thing romantic?? not! xD
I've been online for an hour plus..
No calls, no texts, no nudge..
man! it's a peaceful afternoon xD swt!
Okayy.. somebody asked why Hockey skates.. why ice skating??
=.='' mii loves skating.. thats all i'm gonna said..
Try it yourself.. skates well.. then tell me how you feel xP
Can I go skating??? TOMORROW? pppllllssss
Somebody though d Max I'm talking all along is Max = ChangMin
WTFish OMG can you even THINK if.. OMG.....................
If it is Max=ChangMin I don't think I will still be alive now xD
For goodness sick la darling... Obviously it's not ChangMin la.. Zzzz
I'm melting.. I'm melting!! xD
TVXQ!!! La~ la~ la~ T~ V~ X~ Q~
oH! My S500I keypad.................
SUCK wei
wtfish.. RM68 to ficks it..
I wanna throw it away ady BLEK!!!
2:08PM
> lexis <
hotafternoon
can I join in the family too? xP there is only 56 members xD
Well I bet >insert name<>
Shouldn't be a problem to... you know..
=.=''
>insert name<>
Shocked to know that actually hahax
By the wayiee.. > insert name <>
Like me?? Use-to-it and it-doesn't mean anything?
OMG i saw Mid Valley i saw One Utama
see!! told you >insert name<>
Even though we're far a part..
Beyond mountains and sea
there is always something call
CAR!!! xD though of some thing romantic?? not! xD
I've been online for an hour plus..
No calls, no texts, no nudge..
man! it's a peaceful afternoon xD swt!
Okayy.. somebody asked why Hockey skates.. why ice skating??
=.='' mii loves skating.. thats all i'm gonna said..
Try it yourself.. skates well.. then tell me how you feel xP
Can I go skating??? TOMORROW? pppllllssss
Somebody though d Max I'm talking all along is Max = ChangMin
WTFish OMG can you even THINK if.. OMG.....................
If it is Max=ChangMin I don't think I will still be alive now xD
For goodness sick la darling... Obviously it's not ChangMin la.. Zzzz
I'm melting.. I'm melting!! xD
TVXQ!!! La~ la~ la~ T~ V~ X~ Q~
oH! My S500I keypad.................
SUCK wei
wtfish.. RM68 to ficks it..
I wanna throw it away ady BLEK!!!
2:08PM
> lexis <
hotafternoon
Friday, October 24, 2008
48 hour girl friend
hmm.. if I ask.. will you?
It's time to go pay a visit at Nirvana Memorial Park.
I'm bored..
Hmm.. my wishes? Err..
PERSONAL
Firstly..
I want good health
Second..
I would love to have someone so loves me and I do too
Third..
hmm.. not sure yet.. xD
It's time to go pay a visit at Nirvana Memorial Park.
I'm bored..
Hmm.. my wishes? Err..
PERSONAL
Firstly..
I want good health
Second..
I would love to have someone so loves me and I do too
Third..
hmm.. not sure yet.. xD
Hmm..
3 birthday party to attend
Friday + Saturday + Sunday
o..m..g..
3 Days turut-turut
Headache don't know what present to give leh..
Anything special you want from me?
ABC : I'm making the move again..
DEF : LoL. Of course la.. You reject first one ma.
ABC : Idiot =.=
DEF : Just ask and see.. I think he will.
ABC : Zzzz you think..
DEF : yeah~
ABC :Wouldn't it be a little cheap..? For a girl to ask back.
DEF : Depends what and how you ask la. Dumb
ABC : =.=
DEF : Just ask la you idiot. Don't bug me ady ar!
ABC : Yiieeerrrr . . .
12:58AM
> lexis <
IdontknowshouldIornot
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Meanings of flowers
it's late at night
i'm sorry
though of you, blue love
happiness, appreation, admiration
I'm sorry, sorrow, please forgive me
i'm sorry
though of you, blue love
happiness, appreation, admiration 
I'm sorry, sorrow, please forgive me2:30AM
> lexis <
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Hate to face the fact
when i close the door and stay inside
everything comes back
accept you
It's a day at home.. Boring day.. Emo day..
It's ups and down.. I feel like my blood is flowing up-side-down
Tmr art exam.. What am I going to draw I'm still not sure..
Everytime it comes to exam.. My mood will specially turn out to be blue
Stress + Relationships = crazy mini
I'm allowed to use my phone during school time and 4 hours after school time
Thousand of sms-es
Million of memories
Zero comes back
everything comes back
accept you
It's a day at home.. Boring day.. Emo day..
It's ups and down.. I feel like my blood is flowing up-side-down
Tmr art exam.. What am I going to draw I'm still not sure..
Everytime it comes to exam.. My mood will specially turn out to be blue
Stress + Relationships = crazy mini
I'm allowed to use my phone during school time and 4 hours after school time
********** ********** ********** ********** **********
Thousand of sms-es
Million of memories
Zero comes back
Don't waste your time
trying so hard to cheer me up
It's just not gonna work
It's useless
I don't know how to tell you.
I don't know how to start, where to start
I don't mean to break your heart
Eventhough he is not with me
But in me, is full of him
I'm sorry
I start to feel that
I'm treating you as brother
Can I?
So much brother you said
********** ********** ********** ********** **********
Someone checked my phone bill
I got scolding
RM136.73 so far in this month
He though I got boyfriend already
None stop asking
He don't want me to couple so soon
Next year facing
SPM. Piano G6. Violin G5. Theory G6.
All this he want me to focus in
I think he don't understand what is pressure
''Father'' want me to be his little baby girl
He dream so much for his girl
He gave so much just to have his girl
Sorry I Can't Be What You Want Me To Be
It was Max who leave the breakfast
My neighbour
He ''asked'' me yesterday
Actually I can guess his feeling
I said I'm sory, I can't
He said I will wait, I will chase..
2 + 1 = 0
Everyone get nothing back
Because I still have him
It a good thing to know that your daughter is so lovable
But is a headeache for your daughter to make the decisions
J-Yee would be happy that Daniel is coming back..
Hopefully not because of me
and hopefully he is single for J-Yee =]
7:16PM
> lexis <
imsorry
s!en~
will you still text me goodnight if I fall asleep?
Must I get use to it?
I have to forget everything bout you
Must I get use to it?
I have to forget everything bout you
I am bored!
seeing lots of TVXQ xD
it's time to sleep..
2 nigths I didn't sleep on my bed liao..
12:43AM
> lexis <
whereismyphone?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
5am.. I've gone out of my mind
still blurring.. still unstable
lookie lookie!! pair pair~ xD Ryan is having another crown
and thats her's
But I've mine here with me xP
I WANT THIS!!! No matter how much it gonna cost me xD
Erm.. I can think of this one geh..
Somebody is scolding me
still can't let go
useless pig!!
lookie lookie!! pair pair~ xD Ryan is having another crown
and thats her's
But I've mine here with me xP
aaahhh~ it's study groupie day the noisy group i mean
all of them are speaking seafood
I don't know how to communicate
xD
so didn't take photo xP
P kena fooled xD
Did it turn into a prince O.o?
She didn't know what am I doing at 1st xD
She didn't know what am I doing at 1st xD
I WANT THIS!!! No matter how much it gonna cost me xD
Erm.. I can think of this one geh..hahax look it's from Y.G Magazine okay.
Not his album. Lolx
Erm.. thx to Veron she wrote it.. Lolx
Erm.. thx to Veron she wrote it.. Lolx
Somebody is scolding mebecause it's 5am now
He is still awake with me
Eih you crazy ka?
Next time I study don't want call you liao xP
Let you go sleep wuakakakax
UtadaUtadaUtaUtada~
guess whats this xD
Bet you can't get it!
Well.. obviously I've gone out of my mind now.
I need to sleep.
I need f-o-o-d
But I've alot during pasar malam d..
Hmm.. someone gave me a heart attack yesterday..
or is it the previous day?
I tak tau.. Lol..
But I was happy.. and sad.. =]
Curious and felt awful...
EE MIN YOU SUCK xD i know
Lol! someone use to say it every morning to me.
With a big smiley face.. =.=''
I need to rest..
I't s chinese and maths later..
I'm c-r-a-z-y
5:18AM
wishmeluck
> lexis <
oh!Ihaveanewphone. xD
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I still can't let him go..
I still can't let him go.
He is still important to me.
I just can't help it.
I'm scared if I hurted you.
My heart is full of him.
It's undeletable
> lexis <
He is still important to me.
I just can't help it.
I'm scared if I hurted you.
My heart is full of him.
It's undeletable
> lexis <
regretful
I think I seriously need to stop
If I continue..
I think I'm going to hurt him.
If I continue..
I think I'm going to hurt him.
after going between
thick forest.
heavy rains.
strong winds.
hot suns.
I can't remember what have we spoken
I can't remember the feeling
I didn't realise it was so annoying.
I know that I'm wrong ady.
Will this bring you back?
I found out.
Air Stewardess
isn't easy to be
haihz..
I.. don't think I have the feeling to him.
I'm going to hurt him soon.
Can someone stay beside him these few days?
Please
Oh~I'm hating myself.
I think we would be great friends
&
great sister brotherhood
3:31PM
> lexis <
i'msorry
Err...
I have breakfast this morning!!
alone at home. who leave it?!
ghost?? it's still hot went I'm down
hmm.. tak de note tak de call
scary~
Ta Da~~ I have this! wuahahahaha~~
wrote some stupid crap
I don't think you guys can read xD
and more crapz
so ''she'' went here well it was 
Lalala~ yesterday night went Pantai Seafood makan dinnerwith a bounch of people I don't know xP I waas damn early and 4 table around me is empty wth anyway.. It was a dinner with teachers students and some lecturer.. Give face abit to my music school.. just go makan lo.. Zzz hate to dress up. blek!
alone at home. who leave it?!
ghost?? it's still hot went I'm down
hmm.. tak de note tak de call
scary~
Ta Da~~ I have this! wuahahahaha~~
wrote some stupid crap I don't think you guys can read xD
and more crapz
so ''she'' went here well it was people mountain people sea
so I didn't go in and packed with them xD
Lalala~ yesterday night went Pantai Seafood makan dinnerwith a bounch of people I don't know xP I waas damn early and 4 table around me is empty wth anyway.. It was a dinner with teachers students and some lecturer.. Give face abit to my music school.. just go makan lo.. Zzz hate to dress up. blek!I don't know what am I thinking.. nor doing.
Is it right to do it?
Am I pulling his leg?
What he is doing now, remind me of me last time.
the way he treats me now is like the way i treated #%@ last time.
I'm replying every text with half a feeling.
But every text that is sent back to him means alot to him.
Sad for him. Hard for Me.
To do this decision
My.. heart still didn't kena shaken..
Lol. I need more time to know you better =]
I wanna watch HSM.. anyne interested? xP
I wanna watch H.P.. hahax got ''date'' liao loo~
3:16PM
> lexis <
i'mnotmissingyou
Saturday, October 18, 2008
BaaAaaAaa?
I'm living a
life
Butterfly LoversWu Chun & Charmaine
suasana yang riuh-rendah dalam kelas 4Mawar semasa rehat. LoLx!such farnny finny funny thing happen yesterday xD
I was rushing to school.. freaking late ady.. 7:25am
Whole day hyper in class only..
recess that time crazy crazy fooling around =.=
I think it's because of exam .. .. .. and lack of f-o-o-d xD
anyway after recess was history exam.. and guess what
2 and a 1/2 hour. I used 20minute to finish then stomach not feeling wel went and sleep..
keep sleeping and wake up look around then sleep back.. Zzz last 1/2 and hour we were playing xD Jing Wei throwing small rubbers to me.. the stupid Leak Peak do those stupid silly faces so I followed xD hahaha he bu shuang cause I can do everything he done.. Menn and I take guns and kill each other hahaha sit so far apart still can play cool leh hahax.. J-Yee and I keep sending love letter almost let teacher though it was answer paper xP Chee Sien playing flying kisses hahax so adorable.. while Leak Peak was playing silly faces with me.. Yong Foong though I was doint it to him xD then he went and make silly faces too hahahax so funny!
after school Menn and I went Mid Valley.. Pp was suppose to follow us.. but she decide to go Ou instead. Yeah ''we'' went movie-ing.. I was planning to play hide and seek with Ivan + Jin de.. but at last Ivan played 1st but I gave up haha didn't went and look for them xP E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E so so shy.. haha except for Ivan I think.. he seem.. calm. hmm xD Ivan is the one keep talking trying to make us talk but.. xD it worked half only Hahahax at yoyo snack I was msg-ing Pp.. he hough Jin and I was msg-ing each other.. xD pai seh wei when found out it isn't LoL!!! hahaha
Someone wanted to play games in cinema xD but smart smart me didn't let it happen so someone was laogai-ing in the cinema haha!! watched Butterfly Lovers.
funny case after movie we went standing hahaha don't know where to go. After finish talking on the phone with Evonne I gotta go Sungai Wang after this. so I send Menn to the teksi stand, waited with her for teksi cause alot of people and she 1st time take cab alone.. so yeah the guys went jalan-ing. LoLs.. the guys and I played a little hide and seek again Jigsaw World -> Snooker -> MPH -> South Court xD then sat Jin's car to Sungai Wang.. someone is ''noisy'' in the car.. make me sit infront somemore hmmph. okayy his driving wasn't b-a-d la.. just that I'm tired and tummy playing games so. yeah I was super quiet in the car.. xP Lolx.. =]
found out I didn't bring my ticket so I can't go in to the fan's signature corner so I went in McD sat there till everything is over.. OMG I think that night I was very bertoleransi with evryone.. Zzz
I can't imagine you talking to me
face to face
like as though we are sms-ing
xD
Reached home around 12+ if I'm not mistaken.. haha sat Max's car home..
He took my dinner his's supper over to my house tim . . .
pai-seh la.. so yeah I ter-fall-asleep and didn't reply your msg xP
s-o-r-r-y . . . C=
birthday present ar..
>.<>
2:36PM
> lexis <
tmrisanotherbeautifulday
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
all my perasan thoughs xP
It's a not feeling-very-well day..
and still having family problems
it will never ends~
and still having family problems
it will never ends~
I Love You, You Love Me.
Let's get together and kill Barney
With a short gun
Bang bang Barney on the floor
No more purple dinosaur
xD
Classmates
- all the girls loves mii xD LoL!
Chee Sien
WeiMenn
Hwei Wen
Pei Wen
Angie
J-Yee
Hui Qian
Kah Ying
See Hui
Chin Yee..
hmm.. who I left out?
O.O
Poh Pui <3
xP
Guys are always guys..
Call them pass up SPM form also gotta take 3 days
whattheheck
Class fund p-k liao..
gotta collect more a little bit..
>.<
Oi! PEOPLE!!
Exam tomorrow still online?!
Rather die,
Don't wanna change class ar.
STUDY LA!!
I think I'm going to stop taking sushi-ing this few days..
last friday + sunday + monday + today
none stop sushi OMG
very zai already wei >.<
plus..
I think my weight machine going to rosak once I stand up there
LoLx! Haha
I don't know what to give
as a birthday present
7:07PM
exam!wholikesyou
> lexis <
allthebest
mawarian's
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
what a day
you know what..
i wanna up load photos only realise my phone is not with me and now it's back but i've no time gotta go out ady
K-E-T-AM
wei I didn't off my phone before giving we I'm damn dumb!
luckily I off vibrating teacher won't know got what.
LoL!
OMG I WANNA DIE MAN...
i wanna up load photos only realise my phone is not with me and now it's back but i've no time gotta go out ady
K-E-T-AM
wei I didn't off my phone before giving we I'm damn dumb!
luckily I off vibrating teacher won't know got what.
LoL!
OMG I WANNA DIE MAN...
tmr wanna bring to school anot hah?
5:47pm
> lexis <
CoMpLiCaTeD & cOnFuSeD
I'm lazy to continue for what we are fighting for..
whatever it is.. by the time comes I will tell you.
whatever it is.. by the time comes I will tell you.
I enjoy chatting with you..
I believe I've fall half on you..
I'm not so sure..
It can't be so soon..
I'm still unstable..
I'm worried . . .
What if I hurt you in the future?
I'm scared..
What if I can't be a prefect girlfriend
I don't know how to say..
but.. I know my feelings is not cleared yet...
would you please wait? for me..?
I didn't know you don't agree..
but since now I realise so..
I know what to do..
I will just follow my own feeling now.
soon qi zi ran
I hope I don't do any mistake..
big mistakes I mean
5:37PM
> lexis <
served. you. right.
ztupid nia.. very very stupid ar . . .
aduh.. kena kao kao this morning so unlucky wei haihz..
while walking towards Sir's table I heard someone called Ee Min!!
Oh! It's Sir... I blur-blur walk go there....
''Morning Sir. Morning Pn.Fari..''
''yes yes.. so got talk to your sister?''
'' yeah I did.. I called her yesterday''
'' huh? you called her? why do you need to call her?!''
''Oh. She is at Sabah ma.. studying and working''
''oh.. she talk to your father.''
'' Err.. she is working......'''
'yea so today she will talk to your father. so you confirm going. okay =].''
''err... I think.......'' *haven finish talking*
'eih Ee Min.. I wanna see your bag.. =D''
''hah? oh okayy.." *put my bag next to Sir.*
*pull the zip* Ee Min I want your phone =D
''O.O HAH?! =.= oh.... okayy...... *take out phone*
''Ee Min??!!! I was just joking.......... xDDD
'' Hah.. never mind la Sir.."
"Hahaha.. okay okay I help you keep your phone...."
'' Oh kayy.. then...''
''After school time you come take from me. =D''
''okay..''
''don't worry your phone will be safe with me.''
''yeah.. kay..'' *smile and walk away*
okayy.. I was still b-l-u-r that time.. until I walk into the lorong where t leads to block D then only I realise ---- Did I just gave my phone to Sir??!!! OMG My phone kena rampas ady....... uh.. Ee Min so stupid laaaaaa... reach class.. sit down.. beh tahan... MY PHONE KENA RAMPAS AR!!!!!!!!!!! Veron was asking from who??!! k-e-t-a-m haihz.. aiyoyo.. so wait and wait and wait so continue waiting... Jeremiah keep on asking what time now what time now.. so I also keep one knowing the-time-pass-very-sslllooowwww aaarrrrr........ >.''Ee Min your phone is with me =]'' oh okayy.. =] so I didn't saw her car while going to Pejabat and I don't saw her in Pejabat.. then......... I went down to Sir's rooms. Sir says it's with Pn.Fari.. okayy.. *but she not in T.T* nevermind la.. Sir looked quite angry so I didn't asked. Once again I go Pejabat. =.= AH! Teacher I have found you!!
xD ''oh Ee MiN~ hmm let me see.. *looking up and down her table* oh no Ee Min!!
hah?
I left it in my car and Aszan took my car.
Err.. *thinking hard* Aszan kor? OH! teacher's son! yeah~
He will only be back around 4 plus to pick me.
oh~~ erm....
okay nvm tell you what. later he come back then I'll go your house and return it to you.
um.. around 4plus?!
yeah.. he is having lecturer's class.. if it's jam then he will come around 5...
>.<>... yeah okay.
give me your house phone called you when He arrived at school kay.
oh okayy. =]
oh my ggoooddd.... 4plus 5??!! uh.. now is 4:48pm Pn.Fari where are you...??? T.T I want my phone.. In school use Vallerie's phone not nice la.. >.
5:07pm
>lexis <
aduh.. kena kao kao this morning so unlucky wei haihz..
while walking towards Sir's table I heard someone called Ee Min!!
Oh! It's Sir... I blur-blur walk go there....
''Morning Sir. Morning Pn.Fari..''
''yes yes.. so got talk to your sister?''
'' yeah I did.. I called her yesterday''
'' huh? you called her? why do you need to call her?!''
''Oh. She is at Sabah ma.. studying and working''
''oh.. she talk to your father.''
'' Err.. she is working......'''
'yea so today she will talk to your father. so you confirm going. okay =].''
''err... I think.......'' *haven finish talking*
'eih Ee Min.. I wanna see your bag.. =D''
''hah? oh okayy.." *put my bag next to Sir.*
*pull the zip* Ee Min I want your phone =D
''O.O HAH?! =.= oh.... okayy...... *take out phone*
''Ee Min??!!! I was just joking.......... xDDD
'' Hah.. never mind la Sir.."
"Hahaha.. okay okay I help you keep your phone...."
'' Oh kayy.. then...''
''After school time you come take from me. =D''
''okay..''
''don't worry your phone will be safe with me.''
''yeah.. kay..'' *smile and walk away*
okayy.. I was still b-l-u-r that time.. until I walk into the lorong where t leads to block D then only I realise ---- Did I just gave my phone to Sir??!!! OMG My phone kena rampas ady....... uh.. Ee Min so stupid laaaaaa... reach class.. sit down.. beh tahan... MY PHONE KENA RAMPAS AR!!!!!!!!!!! Veron was asking from who??!! k-e-t-a-m haihz.. aiyoyo.. so wait and wait and wait so continue waiting... Jeremiah keep on asking what time now what time now.. so I also keep one knowing the-time-pass-very-sslllooowwww aaarrrrr........ >.
xD ''oh Ee MiN~ hmm let me see.. *looking up and down her table* oh no Ee Min!!
hah?
I left it in my car and Aszan took my car.
Err.. *thinking hard* Aszan kor? OH! teacher's son! yeah~
He will only be back around 4 plus to pick me.
oh~~ erm....
okay nvm tell you what. later he come back then I'll go your house and return it to you.
um.. around 4plus?!
yeah.. he is having lecturer's class.. if it's jam then he will come around 5...
>.<>... yeah okay.
give me your house phone called you when He arrived at school kay.
oh okayy. =]
oh my ggoooddd.... 4plus 5??!! uh.. now is 4:48pm Pn.Fari where are you...??? T.T I want my phone.. In school use Vallerie's phone not nice la.. >.
5:07pm
>lexis <
Sunday, October 12, 2008
uh.. boring~
as long as i'm still online..
it will have more and more post a day xD
I just remember about Ken..
LoL!!
Today I went Mid with ''somebody''
yeah obviously I went to nai cha..
after setting stuff and buying stuff we decide to keng sam si there
LoL.. Ken wasn't there at first but after we place other
he came out from the kitchen
he served my table's drinks then
he look and look and stare and stare to see weather is it me or not..
because I'm wearing a cap xP
LoL.. am I being perasan or what?!
Why so acting/making Lol..
Anyway I was quite emotional that time..
my parents keep on calling
my phone keep on ringing
my mood keep on swinging
''somebody'' keep on looking
Ken ken keep on wondering..
LoL..
okay then after I answer the call..
I throwed my phone on to the table..
so SLAMP! a loud sound >.<
Ken ken saw . . .
then
I dump my every problem to ''somebody''
''somebody'' advise me.. pujuk me..
at d end ''somebody'' still can't stop me by tearing
so.. Ken ken was looking..
keep on passing by our table..
Zzz yeah so what I drop tears in public..
is that illegal????
do I need a licence?!
LoL.
Yeah when we leave that table
Ken ken was looking..
What is he trying to say huh..
Zzz hmmph.
Don't play games with me okayy
O.M.G I just realise I'm calling him Ken ken........
when I don't even know him officially..
it will have more and more post a day xD
I just remember about Ken..
LoL!!
Today I went Mid with ''somebody''
yeah obviously I went to nai cha..
after setting stuff and buying stuff we decide to keng sam si there
LoL.. Ken wasn't there at first but after we place other
he came out from the kitchen
he served my table's drinks then
he look and look and stare and stare to see weather is it me or not..
because I'm wearing a cap xP
LoL.. am I being perasan or what?!
Why so acting/making Lol..
Anyway I was quite emotional that time..
my parents keep on calling
my phone keep on ringing
my mood keep on swinging
''somebody'' keep on looking
Ken ken keep on wondering..
LoL..
okay then after I answer the call..
I throwed my phone on to the table..
so SLAMP! a loud sound >.<
Ken ken saw . . .
then
I dump my every problem to ''somebody''
''somebody'' advise me.. pujuk me..
at d end ''somebody'' still can't stop me by tearing
so.. Ken ken was looking..
keep on passing by our table..
Zzz yeah so what I drop tears in public..
is that illegal????
do I need a licence?!
LoL.
Yeah when we leave that table
Ken ken was looking..
What is he trying to say huh..
Zzz hmmph.
Don't play games with me okayy
O.M.G I just realise I'm calling him Ken ken........
when I don't even know him officially..
DAMN SHIT~................. uh..
Somebody in school call me MIA when she saw me
crap.. I'm in trouble am I?
Lol.. gg liao
gg liao
monday meeting surely k-o
don't kill me can ar >.<
I don't wanna be too into this club
aaahhhh~~
judge me in everyway you want to.
you think the last time me is weirder than now i don't care
you think i'm more different now i don't care
you never seen me angry before thats why
you never know how i hated someone before thats why
don't be shock when you saw all the post today
this is me when i'm really mad
if you think i'm doing and saying too much
you can straight come to me
because i know when i'm angry
i really don't care what others think
monday going to have a big argument
come to my class if you're interested
history is repeating secretly
1:55am
anymoreposts?
> lexis <
thisisanothersideofme
faceit
notice me?
xP I just realise I have pics to up load xD
aww~ was suppose to study..
thats Yeu Sheng..
aww~ was suppose to study..
thats Yeu Sheng.. hahahax random betul
sad sad road.. xD
Poh Pui.. s-e-x-y xD
of all photo with took that have you..
sad sad road.. xD from the class we are in now..
there is a very short cut to back gate tau xD
Poh Pui.. s-e-x-y xDduh~ there is a pant okayy
dumb don't think sick
idiots
of all photo with took that have you.. I like this photo.
ting~ dong~ tiang~
OMG Sien kena molest OH NO~
ting~ dong~ tiang~
OMG Sien kena molest OH NO~
Pei Wen & I..
got 2 photo but I only liked this..
I was freaking abnormal that day
12:17pm
> lexis<
youaresupposetocallmeleh
Saturday, October 11, 2008
i'm a bitch at times..
i admit that i am =] a ma-ter fucking bitchy dai siu jie
i can be really be very meant when i really dislike you
told you before don't let me hate you..
but you didn't listen
i'm not acting to be cool or what
but this is me when i'm in this situation..
i understand you accidently mess with me in the wrong timing..
but.. everytime i try to change my thinking of you..
for a short period of time you will come back to the same old you..
LoL..
yeah so..
i don't care what you felt
or
how deep i have hurt you..
because this time..
I wouldn't care what you felt
i know it's bad..
but.. how can i change it..
i'm still trying to.
=]
if at 1st you didn't make any mistake.
if at 1st you realise your mistake the one you've done to me.
if at 1st you corrected your own mistake.
if at 1st you know what to do before posting.
then all these wouldn't happen
C=
don't try to wash a friend's mind everytime you face a problem
LoL.. i hate it when you tell another story to a 3rd person
and when the 3rd person come to me it will make me dislike you even more
i know everytime anyone get hurt they need to throw it out
but you gotta throw the right thing out.
you don't go twisting the whole story to him/her
and make us the bad ones..
LoL..
By the way.. like i've said
i don't care whatever you want to tell,
to whoever you want to tell
because is the fact
i don't care did you twist and turn the story or not
you yourself should know what are you doing and saying
worse things will still come back to you.
not me or whoever C=
continue raining in your own world
Wo Bu Zai Hu
whatgoesaroundcomesaround
12:01AM
> lexis <
cryundertherainlathen
i can be really be very meant when i really dislike you
told you before don't let me hate you..
but you didn't listen
i'm not acting to be cool or what
but this is me when i'm in this situation..
i understand you accidently mess with me in the wrong timing..
but.. everytime i try to change my thinking of you..
for a short period of time you will come back to the same old you..
LoL..
yeah so..
i don't care what you felt
or
how deep i have hurt you..
because this time..
I wouldn't care what you felt
i know it's bad..
but.. how can i change it..
i'm still trying to.
=]
if at 1st you didn't make any mistake.
if at 1st you realise your mistake the one you've done to me.
if at 1st you corrected your own mistake.
if at 1st you know what to do before posting.
then all these wouldn't happen
C=
don't try to wash a friend's mind everytime you face a problem
LoL.. i hate it when you tell another story to a 3rd person
and when the 3rd person come to me it will make me dislike you even more
i know everytime anyone get hurt they need to throw it out
but you gotta throw the right thing out.
you don't go twisting the whole story to him/her
and make us the bad ones..
LoL..
By the way.. like i've said
i don't care whatever you want to tell,
to whoever you want to tell
because is the fact
i don't care did you twist and turn the story or not
you yourself should know what are you doing and saying
worse things will still come back to you.
not me or whoever C=
continue raining in your own world
Wo Bu Zai Hu
whatgoesaroundcomesaround
12:01AM
> lexis <
cryundertherainlathen
lost control on my attitude xP
are you kidding?! sweet 16th?!! hello~?!
okay okayy judge my post before this I don't mind.. LoL!
I am facing a hard time now =]
so whoever bugs me now will just get it like that xD
Oooo so fun huh.. hahax
lets see what am I facing now.
LoL.. seriously I just run out from Bahagia Mental Problem Hospital C=
I think you didn't even give a damn on me now and the past.
I'm just you little toy for you to play when you're bored.
But silly me, stupid me, brainless me treated you like a Prince.
I'm hating you now and for as long as possible.
Not acknowledging you when I meet you coincidently
LoL..
10:45pm
> lexis <
leavemeifyouthinkimwrong
okay okayy judge my post before this I don't mind.. LoL!
I am facing a hard time now =]
so whoever bugs me now will just get it like that xD
Oooo so fun huh.. hahax
lets see what am I facing now.
--> my so hai aunty that lives in my house.
--> my parents..?
--> feelings..
hmm..--> YOU?! giving me all sort of fucking problems
--> studies..
--> my own life that sucks..?
anymore you can help me think of? xDLoL.. seriously I just run out from Bahagia Mental Problem Hospital C=
I think you didn't even give a damn on me now and the past.
I'm just you little toy for you to play when you're bored.
But silly me, stupid me, brainless me treated you like a Prince.
I'm hating you now and for as long as possible.
Not acknowledging you when I meet you coincidently
LoL..
10:45pm
> lexis <
leavemeifyouthinkimwrong
LoL!
a fucking bitch is trying so hard to act innocent. LoL!!
I found out there is damn alot of ma-ter fucking picture of me in you blog that I dislike maybe I should not cam wore with you anymore.. xD what a brilliant idea.. tq tq.. LoL!!
Whatever you think about me.. say about me.. making others jealous about us.. just like another bitch in our class is doing. I tell you ar.. seriously. you are making everyone hate you.. =] I think you are happy that you get promoted to 1st but now I don't think you have the right to be the 1st LoL!!
Do you think I care what you say about me to others? If others actually know how to use their own brain and think.. They will judge me on their own way by them self =] only those who have little minds like you >.< will listen to you.. trust me.. if you continue like that it will cause a big argument soon.. not only between both of us.. e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e will =] so continue doing it la hah xD
I felt that you are okay at 1st.. I though you changed.. so i tried my best to change my point of view on you.. before the day you came late at McD.. but it's all just THOUGHS so I don't know when onwards.. I begin to dislike.. I begin to felt irritated.. LoL.. At last it came down like this.. I don't know how I just DISLIKE everything you do.. everytime you said something awful and stuff.. LoL!! now I don't care. I don't give a damn C=
mark my words.
read my lips.
I. DON'T.CARE.
10:20pm
> lexis <
laughmyassout
I found out there is damn alot of ma-ter fucking picture of me in you blog that I dislike maybe I should not cam wore with you anymore.. xD what a brilliant idea.. tq tq.. LoL!!
Whatever you think about me.. say about me.. making others jealous about us.. just like another bitch in our class is doing. I tell you ar.. seriously. you are making everyone hate you.. =] I think you are happy that you get promoted to 1st but now I don't think you have the right to be the 1st LoL!!
Do you think I care what you say about me to others? If others actually know how to use their own brain and think.. They will judge me on their own way by them self =] only those who have little minds like you >.< will listen to you.. trust me.. if you continue like that it will cause a big argument soon.. not only between both of us.. e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e will =] so continue doing it la hah xD
I felt that you are okay at 1st.. I though you changed.. so i tried my best to change my point of view on you.. before the day you came late at McD.. but it's all just THOUGHS so I don't know when onwards.. I begin to dislike.. I begin to felt irritated.. LoL.. At last it came down like this.. I don't know how I just DISLIKE everything you do.. everytime you said something awful and stuff.. LoL!! now I don't care. I don't give a damn C=
mark my words.
read my lips.
I. DON'T.CARE.
10:20pm
> lexis <
laughmyassout
Thursday, October 9, 2008
the 2nd me
I prefer for you to wait till I tell you what happen if I didn't then you don't need to care. I don't like you to ask me while my mood is still unstayble. I hate it. specially you.. others is still okayy.. I don't know why I just don't like you to know everything bout me. LoL. I mean.. you don't need to know everything bout me. LOL. okay okayy I am angry. thats why okay. stop asking.
my phone is out of credit though so sien.. just because of smart smart me went and change digi sim card into S500i and did every way to get my phone online.. so click click here click click there.. RM13 gone.. LoL.. i-d-i-o-t.. cannot sms already.. I used hotlink sim card to message emo Poh Pui.. because it expensive so we didn't get to chat long.. well she wasn't feeling very well yesterday night.. maybe she caught cold because we went under the rain for quite some time.. xp I'm listening to Yi Ge Ren I don't know why I registered for another blog account..
I'm not sure what am I doing now is right.. but.. I'm sure I understand who am I with now.. I don't need a guy to lead me.. I wanna be myself.. after few more days.. maybe weeks.. or even months.. I'll be fine again.. I won't and will not chase after guys anymore.. Hoping that the guy him self come to me.. then that means he is the one liking me.. No, even though I like you.. I think I'll just keep it to myself, I'll just stay in the situation we are in now, until something happen.. I'm tired of going after, trying so hard to understand a guy's heart.. After Ced.. he was the one I really like. It feels the same feeling towards Ced. I always believe.. after Ced I can still love someone just like I did to him. I'm going to give that very one person my every piece of love. There is someone I can get along with now.. but if only he comes to me.. then I'm sure after some time we can become an item.. As you say.. A broken heart needs time to cure.. I'll do what I think is fine.. but I will still be aware
I'm tired of smiling so fakely these few days.. I though I get thru it already after chatting with Reen.. but.. I realise.. sometimes I will feel so down until I feel like locking myself into a room and cry. After a busy day.. on my bed I will just stare at the scilling for a long time.. thinking of you.. I day dream at times in school.. thinking of you.... wondering how are you doing... I found out. I still can't let you go.. even I say I will... I am trying but.. but it's not easy... ''who is sleeping beauty missing until is after bed time?'' max you're nice.. but.. you're not the one.. even sleeping beauty don't have her prince, this feeling.. is always bitter and sweet..
1:32AM
> lexis <
ignoreme
my phone is out of credit though so sien.. just because of smart smart me went and change digi sim card into S500i and did every way to get my phone online.. so click click here click click there.. RM13 gone.. LoL.. i-d-i-o-t.. cannot sms already.. I used hotlink sim card to message emo Poh Pui.. because it expensive so we didn't get to chat long.. well she wasn't feeling very well yesterday night.. maybe she caught cold because we went under the rain for quite some time.. xp I'm listening to Yi Ge Ren I don't know why I registered for another blog account..
I'm not sure what am I doing now is right.. but.. I'm sure I understand who am I with now.. I don't need a guy to lead me.. I wanna be myself.. after few more days.. maybe weeks.. or even months.. I'll be fine again.. I won't and will not chase after guys anymore.. Hoping that the guy him self come to me.. then that means he is the one liking me.. No, even though I like you.. I think I'll just keep it to myself, I'll just stay in the situation we are in now, until something happen.. I'm tired of going after, trying so hard to understand a guy's heart.. After Ced.. he was the one I really like. It feels the same feeling towards Ced. I always believe.. after Ced I can still love someone just like I did to him. I'm going to give that very one person my every piece of love. There is someone I can get along with now.. but if only he comes to me.. then I'm sure after some time we can become an item.. As you say.. A broken heart needs time to cure.. I'll do what I think is fine.. but I will still be aware
I'm tired of smiling so fakely these few days.. I though I get thru it already after chatting with Reen.. but.. I realise.. sometimes I will feel so down until I feel like locking myself into a room and cry. After a busy day.. on my bed I will just stare at the scilling for a long time.. thinking of you.. I day dream at times in school.. thinking of you.... wondering how are you doing... I found out. I still can't let you go.. even I say I will... I am trying but.. but it's not easy... ''who is sleeping beauty missing until is after bed time?'' max you're nice.. but.. you're not the one.. even sleeping beauty don't have her prince, this feeling.. is always bitter and sweet..
1:32AM
> lexis <
ignoreme
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Boring Day~~
07 Oct 2008
skipped dinner yesterday. thats why woke up in the morning I was quite hungry.. This morning reached school earlier than normal.. someone wasn't feeling very well during recess.. Went to canteen sat there for 1ominutes didn't know what to eat. staring at the milo ice I was holding, looking, thinking.. what to eat. I am hungry but I didn't really have the appetite.. At last Veron and I brought nasi lemak of all thing.. LoL.. The nasi lemak taste so delicious yesterday morning.. but this morning I can barely taste something from the plate of nasi lemak.. only feel the spicyness of the sambal.. I forced my self to finish the plate of rice. mine came out cleaner than Veron and faster than her. LoL. I know if I continue to not intake any food, I'll have gastric again =C My mood was quite sucky after recess where I don't know why.. When the needle strikes 10am I naturally stare at my watch for quite sometime. It was BM period after recess we sort of have a talk with teacher - Pn Khariah. 1st she called Angie -> Veron then Weny follow on ME.. I was quite HIGH that time I don't know why and how I striaght say HI! to teacher ketam! She is so going to deduct my marks LoL.. Her 1st question was ----- Since why I joined librarians.. =.= then I almost speak in english.. no I mean I did.. LoL!!! it went -- form satu.. sorry sorry sorry! tingkatan satu! xp *dot dot dot* we talked about librarian duties then what do I wanna study after SPM.. I answered Mass Com.. then talked about form6 then family don't know how it linked to my hometown.. Zzz sien ar~ Lol.. after everything she advised me to study harder get a scholarship like my sister.. I hate to compare. Form teacher gave us a form this morning.. I needed time to think.. so I get to pass up next week monday LoL. I know it's unfair.. but do I look like I care? *bad mood* I planned to go home as in Pantai after school instead of chinese class.. but my dad will be there. & Angie asked weather wanna go Mid anot so.. 4 of us went at last.. We took cab and reached Mid round 2pm.. LoL. I getting bored of blogging.. Lunch was at sushi king.. I was quite moody that time.. my gosh i'm like having mood swing the whole day Angie took sometime to do her things at a shop near GSC.. I wasn't really patience that time Zzz so Weny and I went one floor lower to get our favourite drink. I remember I called you to try out their drinks.. did you..?
'he' was working today.. I purposely didn't want to place order because I though he was going to take order mana tau~ he is the one doing the drinks and his friend is the one taking order.. LoL! Zzz and because I was playing with Weny's phone and mine.. I didn't realise I was standing right infront of his counter *where he do all the drinks* LoL LoL LoL......... He look cute when he is with his cap on.. well I never see him without the cap before so.. yeah he is cute.. LOL!! It is w-e-i-r-d while me and she looking at him seing how he do her drink then he keep on turning back and look at us.. Zzz lmao.. I was lying on the counter.. Zzz very hard to say la you gotta see the counter yourself.. and so.. looking at him kinda look like puppy eyes from his angle la.. Zzz sort ofla okay.. I didn't mean anything I was tired and desparate to have that drink asap.. LoL. He gave Weny's one 1st then when he give mine he gave slowly like don't wanna give me only hmmph! anyway I was waiting for him tolet go his hand and I take that bloody drink.. I look into his eyes and acknowledge him with a smile meaning thank you.. and........ the way he look no stare at me is like . . . I quickly turn away........ =.= obviously take drink already of course ciao la right.. so when we are quite far from the counter.. we heard a byebye~~ sound.. Weny turned back.. then I turn back slowly coincidently 'he' look up also. . . Ooops my turning didn't mean anything yea. okayy this wasn't the 1st time he saying byebye~ already.. it doesn't mean anything r-i-g-h-t? Weny and I call him the nai-cha-guy XD if I'm not mistaken his nametag is Ken.. LoL.. far-nny-ly we went back for the 2nd time drink. I though Veron wanted a drink so I don't mind having another cup.. but Veron placed order XD Weny and I smartly took a seat 1st xp so funny we took the furthest table away from the counter but we didn't realise from 'his' counter he just gotta lok up then can see us clearly ady.. LoL Zzz lmao.. so we leave after finishing the drink.. -.- got bored cause can't go online.. so i posted this on 08 Oct 2008
> lexis <
skipped dinner yesterday. thats why woke up in the morning I was quite hungry.. This morning reached school earlier than normal.. someone wasn't feeling very well during recess.. Went to canteen sat there for 1ominutes didn't know what to eat. staring at the milo ice I was holding, looking, thinking.. what to eat. I am hungry but I didn't really have the appetite.. At last Veron and I brought nasi lemak of all thing.. LoL.. The nasi lemak taste so delicious yesterday morning.. but this morning I can barely taste something from the plate of nasi lemak.. only feel the spicyness of the sambal.. I forced my self to finish the plate of rice. mine came out cleaner than Veron and faster than her. LoL. I know if I continue to not intake any food, I'll have gastric again =C My mood was quite sucky after recess where I don't know why.. When the needle strikes 10am I naturally stare at my watch for quite sometime. It was BM period after recess we sort of have a talk with teacher - Pn Khariah. 1st she called Angie -> Veron then Weny follow on ME.. I was quite HIGH that time I don't know why and how I striaght say HI! to teacher ketam! She is so going to deduct my marks LoL.. Her 1st question was ----- Since why I joined librarians.. =.= then I almost speak in english.. no I mean I did.. LoL!!! it went -- form satu.. sorry sorry sorry! tingkatan satu! xp *dot dot dot* we talked about librarian duties then what do I wanna study after SPM.. I answered Mass Com.. then talked about form6 then family don't know how it linked to my hometown.. Zzz sien ar~ Lol.. after everything she advised me to study harder get a scholarship like my sister.. I hate to compare. Form teacher gave us a form this morning.. I needed time to think.. so I get to pass up next week monday LoL. I know it's unfair.. but do I look like I care? *bad mood* I planned to go home as in Pantai after school instead of chinese class.. but my dad will be there. & Angie asked weather wanna go Mid anot so.. 4 of us went at last.. We took cab and reached Mid round 2pm.. LoL. I getting bored of blogging.. Lunch was at sushi king.. I was quite moody that time.. my gosh i'm like having mood swing the whole day Angie took sometime to do her things at a shop near GSC.. I wasn't really patience that time Zzz so Weny and I went one floor lower to get our favourite drink. I remember I called you to try out their drinks.. did you..?
'he' was working today.. I purposely didn't want to place order because I though he was going to take order mana tau~ he is the one doing the drinks and his friend is the one taking order.. LoL! Zzz and because I was playing with Weny's phone and mine.. I didn't realise I was standing right infront of his counter *where he do all the drinks* LoL LoL LoL......... He look cute when he is with his cap on.. well I never see him without the cap before so.. yeah he is cute.. LOL!! It is w-e-i-r-d while me and she looking at him seing how he do her drink then he keep on turning back and look at us.. Zzz lmao.. I was lying on the counter.. Zzz very hard to say la you gotta see the counter yourself.. and so.. looking at him kinda look like puppy eyes from his angle la.. Zzz sort ofla okay.. I didn't mean anything I was tired and desparate to have that drink asap.. LoL. He gave Weny's one 1st then when he give mine he gave slowly like don't wanna give me only hmmph! anyway I was waiting for him tolet go his hand and I take that bloody drink.. I look into his eyes and acknowledge him with a smile meaning thank you.. and........ the way he look no stare at me is like . . . I quickly turn away........ =.= obviously take drink already of course ciao la right.. so when we are quite far from the counter.. we heard a byebye~~ sound.. Weny turned back.. then I turn back slowly coincidently 'he' look up also. . . Ooops my turning didn't mean anything yea. okayy this wasn't the 1st time he saying byebye~ already.. it doesn't mean anything r-i-g-h-t? Weny and I call him the nai-cha-guy XD if I'm not mistaken his nametag is Ken.. LoL.. far-nny-ly we went back for the 2nd time drink. I though Veron wanted a drink so I don't mind having another cup.. but Veron placed order XD Weny and I smartly took a seat 1st xp so funny we took the furthest table away from the counter but we didn't realise from 'his' counter he just gotta lok up then can see us clearly ady.. LoL Zzz lmao.. so we leave after finishing the drink.. -.- got bored cause can't go online.. so i posted this on 08 Oct 2008
> lexis <
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